Believe me, I'd love to. And the doctor she sent me to. My whole life I felt "trapped in the wrong body." The reason was because I was a bad boy with an inferiority complex due to my feminine qualities which I always felt unable to express. Except the therapist told me that I was trapped in the wrong body, and the only solution was to transition, so she told me to be a girl and "explore my sexuality" even though I said I wasn't gay, and she sent me to a doctor who gave me estrogen and told me that I was a woman. It all induced a dissociative identity. When I transitioned "to a girl" at 19 I became a totally different person. I wasn't even making any sense the whole time but my family went right along with it. When I was 22 my father paid for the surgery. A year later I started to feel like I made a mistake. A year after that, it all clicked and I healed myself of the induced confusion and dissociative identity and I realized that I had definitely made a mistake. And a year after that it all hit me and I completely spiraled out of control and lost my mind. Now I'm 26 and hopefully I'll be dead within the next couple of days.