anyone have specific reasons for self harm ?

[KleinerWolf]

What I meant, is that they thought my psychosis was over, but it came back. Dunno what caused it, I had some kind of mental breakdown.

I hope you can recover from it tbh.
Is there anything in particular that bothers you to cause your breakdown?

 

[person123]

I hope you can recover from it tbh.
Is there anything in particular that bothers you to cause your breakdown?

I was reading Bible extensively.

 

[KleinerWolf]

I was reading Bible extensively.

fair enough.

 

[person123]

fair enough.

Religion is not good for the brain.

 

[foreverlikethestars]

I don't remember how long I've been there. First they let me go. But then I walked naked into supermarket, and was sent to psych by the cops, they also handcuffed me, which was uncomfortable. In the psych they gave me huge dose of paliperidone, which messed up my breathing, I was constantly suffocating. What a fucking terrible society.

the cops treating you like an animal must've been awful im sorry that happens. also telling where they have their priorities if they let you out after puncturing a lung

 

[person123]

also telling where they have their priorities if they let you out after puncturing a lung

I'm happy that I got released.

 

[Deleted member 19276]

I wouldn't really call it an act to punish myself in the past when I harmed. It was rather diverting attention from one pain to another, more physical one. Mental vs Physical, focus on physical, less harmful thought to think. Things like that.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

To put it simply, the high it gives me. Adrenaline.

 

[Soulless Angel]

I do it when I get angry at myself, to make me wake up to what a total fucking failure I am, and what a selfish person I am, I do it and watch the blood run, then sit and go what the hell, wouldn't it be easier to just CTB rather then this shit

 

[greekyfish10]

i mean i do it for the typical reasons like trying to feel something and also to punish myself because i feel i deserve it. but i also really enjoy pain so when i cut i just feel proud and i like that feeling. i just need pain sometimes so i'll cut because of that.

 

[sadandconfused]

I never self-harmed until I got into rough sex. I realised that I loved being covered in bruises and bite marks. Now I'm not with him anymore so I do it to remind myself of the good times. And no, it's not anywhere near as good