carac
Banned
- May 27, 2023
- 1,115
Hello, first post. I'm from the UK, South East London.
I failed several attempts at partial hanging back in February and ended up in a psych ward for a few days. Was very scary to see how easy it was to become institutionalised and lose my own agency. I had to lie and beg to get out of there. UK is very troubling I still want to ctb but it's so difficult here, just holding on in there for a few family and my dogs. I'm in constant pain and distress due to chronic illness.
I failed several attempts at partial hanging back in February and ended up in a psych ward for a few days. Was very scary to see how easy it was to become institutionalised and lose my own agency. I had to lie and beg to get out of there. UK is very troubling I still want to ctb but it's so difficult here, just holding on in there for a few family and my dogs. I'm in constant pain and distress due to chronic illness.