Anyone feel healthy but still want to CTB

[steppingoff]

I generally feel healthy. But have always had the urge to CTB. I tried when I was a teenager and since then I have just assume I will CTB. Probably sooner now than later

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Do you have an idea why you think about CTB or you want to die? R there any external factors triggering this? Being physically healthy doesn't mean that someone cannot be suicidal.

In my case I'm healthy but external factors and circumstances make me suicidal.

 

[Suicidal_manlet]

Sometimes thinking about CTB can be a sign of healthy mind...

 

[unabletocope]

Healthy to some extent but my life is beyond salvaging

 

[steppingoff]

Do you have an idea why you think about CTB or you want to die? R there any external factors triggering this? Being physically healthy doesn't mean that someone cannot be suicidal.

In my case I'm healthy but external factors and circumstances make me suicidal.

I tried to CTB when I was a teenager. I was hanging long enough to pass out. But then I found myself on the floor because the rope (it was acctually a thin towel) let go. Since then I have always thought that's how I want to end it, at my time and choosing.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I tried to CTB when I was a teenager. I was hanging long enough to pass out. But then I found myself on the floor because the rope (it was acctually a thin towel) let go. Since then I have always thought that's how I want to end it, at my time and choosing.

The question is why did you try to hang yourself as a teen? Do you really want to die? Have you tried therapy or consulted a psychiatrist?

 

[steppingoff]

The question is why did you try to hang yourself as a teen? Do you really want to die? Have you tried therapy or consulted a psychiatrist?

I am pretty well committed to this. I know this is not the answer, but I go with what resonates with me. So I don't need a reason, just a sense it's the right thing to do