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SuperioS

SuperioS

all I want is you now
Jan 16, 2024
63
i kinda feel like laying in bed all day and do nothing
 
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
9,012
Yeah, that's the only thing I look forward to. I wish I could sleep forever and never wake up. I'm so tired…
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,535
Only if the sleep is permanent, I find that it takes too long to fall asleep temporarily and I'm always filled with dread upon waking and realising that I'm still trapped in this existence. I never feel like existing as a conscious being under any circumstances, existing certainly is nothing but suffering, all that's desirable to me is the peace of eternal non-existence where all is finally forgotten about.
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,713
I spend most my days bed rotting
 
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SuperioS

SuperioS

all I want is you now
Jan 16, 2024
63
Only if the sleep is permanent, I find that it takes too long to fall asleep temporarily and I'm always filled with dread upon waking and realising that I'm still trapped in this existence. I never feel like existing as a conscious being under any circumstances, existing certainly is nothing but suffering, all that's desirable to me is the peace of eternal non-existence where all is finally forgotten about.
sometimes i have dreames of the life i ever wished for. i have a sleep disorders so i cannot fall asleep and stay asleep probably
 
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loslassen

loslassen

call me jvne
Dec 8, 2023
161
yes, though my sleep schedule is super fucked so I can't fall asleep early, but I hate waking up and go back to sleep often, I get grumpy whenever I wake up, sometimes I nap but only when I'm physically exhausted.
 
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Heartaches

Heartaches

Don't say a prayer for me now
May 6, 2021
270
That's what I've been doing in most of my days as of late, just lay in bed and do nothing. I wish I would go to sleep and never wake up.
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,863
I'm able to sleep a lot now--The first year after she died, I couldn't sleep more than 5 hours, but now I sleep almost 10 hours, despite my usual nightmares and bad dreams
 
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