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blkgunchick

blkgunchick

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Jun 10, 2025
41
I hate my room but all I do is lay in bed and rot and go on my ig live all day to cope. I'm tired and exhausted and wish things would end quicker.
 
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sambrosia

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Jun 10, 2025
75
Me too. Yesterday I laid around til 7 PM and today it's almost 5 and I'm still here. I have so much I need to do but I get up, immediately get overwhelmed, and don't do anything. I don't know why I can't just be normal. I hate my life. My ideation is at an all time high lately.
 
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blkgunchick

blkgunchick

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Jun 10, 2025
41
Me too. Yesterday I laid around til 7 PM and today it's almost 5 and I'm still here. I have so much I need to do but I get up, immediately get overwhelmed, and don't do anything. I don't know why I can't just be normal. I hate my life. My ideation is at an all time high lately.
Yes seriously. It's just impossible.
 
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Alreadylate

Alreadylate

Student
Jun 8, 2025
162
I'm in the same situation, and looking for people to talk I get bored...
 
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kitkat9234

Arcanist
Nov 27, 2024
477
All I do is work, eat, barely sleep and rot all day doom scrolling on FB/insta and here. I just want to end me.
 
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blkgunchick

blkgunchick

Member
Jun 10, 2025
41
All I do is work, eat, barely sleep and rot all day doom scrolling on FB/insta and here. I just want to end me.
Yet it's still the only thing I can Stand to do. 🤷🏽‍♀️
 
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theboy

theboy

Illuminated
Jul 15, 2022
3,416
me 2
 
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anonymous2025

anonymous2025

Still preparing to 🚍. 🌈
Apr 9, 2025
371
We're all just 'rotting away' in this miserable existence. I'm discussted in the human race. We will eventually destroy the earth 🌎 and ourselves.
 
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blkgunchick

blkgunchick

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Jun 10, 2025
41
I love you Guys ❤️
 
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Busridin'26

Busridin'26

Hating every minute of being alive.
Dec 8, 2019
1,936
I really want to set a date & end it but then I feel like I need the supplies first and some would be harder to get than others./take longer.

I just want out of this existence. Doing anything is getting so fucking hard. Im so done.
 
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blkgunchick

blkgunchick

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Jun 10, 2025
41
I really want to set a date & end it but then I feel like I need the supplies first and some would be harder to get than others./take longer.

I just want out of this existence. Doing anything is getting so fucking hard. Im so done.
Yes me too.
 
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Droso

Droso

Born, survive, reproduce, die.
Dec 23, 2024
257
Feeling this big time. I'll get so bored of my room and try to go outside— I always regret it. I just want to stop existing.
 
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Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
6,900
spent-all-day-sleeping-and-now-tired
 
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