february in alaska

february in alaska

wandering aimlessly
Sep 13, 2023
465
I know the odds are pretty low in the grand scheme of things but I've read threads that immediately make me think of online friends and even one that reminded me a lot of my brother based on their story. Usually I read another post that makes it clear it isn't actually them but it does make me wonder

Obviously I believe everyone makes their own choice about whether or not to live and I would never take that away from someone but it does make me sad. It also makes me just want to be a nicer human in the time I have left. Everyone here has their own story and years of life, and even if we stay anonymous, people here tend to be kinder than most people I meet
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,165
I sure hope not because anyone I know from real life who's here would probably just be here to spy on me anyway.
 
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mysteryboy

mysteryboy

Member
Feb 8, 2024
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Most people I know are pretty stable, and they most likely haven't delved deep enough into the internet to find this site
 
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sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
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I know the odds are pretty low in the grand scheme of things but I've read threads that immediately make me think of online friends and even one that reminded me a lot of my brother based on their story. Usually I read another post that makes it clear it isn't actually them but it does make me wonder

Obviously I believe everyone makes their own choice about whether or not to live and I would never take that away from someone but it does make me sad. It also makes me just want to be a nicer human in the time I have left. Everyone here has their own story and years of life, and even if we stay anonymous, people here tend to be kinder than most people I meet
Yeah, all the time. Hopefully no one's recognized me from real life, lol.
 
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LaVieEnRose

LaVieEnRose

Angelic
Jul 23, 2022
4,253
Except for one my friend who I met on the previous Reddit incarnation , no, I am confident no I know well enough to speak on the question is using this site because I know they're not suicidal. It really highlights to me how aberrant this state is.
 
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chocosyrup

chocosyrup

disillusioned
Nov 3, 2023
106
I would highly doubt it but I wouldn't be surprised for a few people.
 
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J&L383

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Jul 18, 2023
629
Doubt it, I know so few people. 🤷‍♂️.
 
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Remanant

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Sep 13, 2023
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Sylveon

Sylveon

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Oct 10, 2023
491
I once came across a post on here that I thought was written by my sister, but as I read through the OP's replies, it became clear that it wasn't her.

But really, I hope no one I know/knew has to end up here; being depressed and(/or?) suicidal is a curse that no one should have to live through.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,216
No, save from one online friend, I only have family who know me and they're too pro life to ever bother looking up for a site like this
 
NekiLik

NekiLik

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Feb 10, 2024
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I would be terrified if someone I know found me on this site.
 
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illAF

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Jun 19, 2023
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I know the odds are pretty low in the grand scheme of things but I've read threads that immediately make me think of online friends and even one that reminded me a lot of my brother based on their story. Usually I read another post that makes it clear it isn't actually them but it does make me wonder

Obviously I believe everyone makes their own choice about whether or not to live and I would never take that away from someone but it does make me sad. It also makes me just want to be a nicer human in the time I have left. Everyone here has their own story and years of life, and even if we stay anonymous, people here tend to be kinder than most people I meet
Well, maybe it's completely selfish but i would like to have a close friend to be as suicidal as me. To have someone i love to die with. Selfish ?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I don't really know many people in the first place.
 
february in alaska

february in alaska

wandering aimlessly
Sep 13, 2023
465
Well, maybe it's completely selfish but i would like to have a close friend to be as suicidal as me. To have someone i love to die with. Selfish ?

I think that's understandable... I had a girlfriend way back in middle school who was just as ready to end it as I was. We had a suicide pact and everything, but we were stupid kids who didn't know how to properly plan or execute something like that, and eventually she found someone else who gave her something to live for. As much of a hypocrite as it makes me, I don't like seeing people I care about want to die. But it also sounds so nice to not have to be alone when you go

I hope you find someone who feels the same way you do and you're able to have that if it's what you want
 
Leavesfromthevine

Leavesfromthevine

Untreated Trauma
Nov 23, 2023
339
There's probably been at least one person who's came on here to see what I post or at least try to identify me based off of my post. It's fairly easy to identify me based off what I post and definitely since my road trip thread.
 
Final_Choice

Final_Choice

Mage
Aug 3, 2023
544
I have a friend who I wouldn't be surprised to find here, but from what I've asked it seems he doesn't know about this site, at least not yet
 
hanz

hanz

Member
Nov 14, 2023
13
My ex friend (didn't have a falling out, we just lost contact over the years) ctb about 6 months ago and I sometimes wonder if he used this forum prior. It wouldn't surprise me especially knowing the types of sites he was on years ago.
 
onbekend

onbekend

Experienced
Jan 14, 2024
266
I have a couple family members who I don't doubt are aware of this sites existence. I get anxious about it sometimes.
 
wastingpotential

wastingpotential

drowning, always.
Feb 8, 2023
166
Nnnnno. nobody i knew now or before is as fucked up as me.
The only person who came close to knowing the existence of this site and of me being on it was my ex best friend, who i admitted to signing up on this site and was waiting for my account to be approved, I just remember him discouraging it strongly and to deactivate my account when it did get approved, which I hadn't done. Obviously
 

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