toseeyousmile
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- Nov 23, 2020
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I don't have a date, only a deadline, February of next year. If I don't go through with at least an attempt by then I don't even know what would happen to me....
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Why? Taking your life should be your choice and however you do and whenever too.Around 14 jan. Unfortunately it's not really a choice.
What is tms?I want to make it until May 2021, that'll be 1 year off Klonopin. I'm trying to give my brain time to potentially heal. Also doing TMS and hypnotherapy to see if that will help. If no dice on all of that I'll be dead in June 2021
Trans cranial magnetic stimulationWhat is tms?
I used to have a close CTB date. I felt ar peace when I thought about it. I was more lazy during that time too. I was a little anxious but mostly just glad. Then a big Covid-19 outbreak happened where I live and the building I was gonna use to jump got closed. Now I'm frushterated because I have to live longer. I have had two goodbye threads about me and both were failed attempts. I don't think I'm gonna make a goodbye thread when the time comes in case it is just another failure.Does anyone else have a close ctb date?
Mine is 5 weeks away now and its kind of surreal to think that ill finally be gone.
it brings me peace knowing that things will end soon.
For those of you who have close ctb dates. do you think like this? Or do you not really think about it at all