Anyone else utterly disgusted with their bodies?

[falling_snow]

i wish i could kill my body and become and incorporeal being, would help a lot

 

[Sweetcheeks]

Every time I look at myself in the mirror I'm disgusted that the freak I am. I am so fucking ugly. I don't even want anyone to love me or care about me because I despise myself.
Honestly, the people who don't hate me outright I look at with suspicion, because I am so detestable from the get-go.

Yes. I have always struggled with this. Especially now. I think I'm unlovable. Invaluable.