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lili

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Feb 17, 2022
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I just feel I've read other posts from goodbye threads and while there accounts of it being peaceful there are others that seem like it was a lot of pain. I even remember reading a goodbye thread that the person wrote this is not peaceful as their final words.

Of course pain is subjective. And every body might respond to it differently. But I feel nervous about it since I'm trying tomorrow specifically because of the pain. I guess also since I will just do the not eating or drinking thing before hand but not use any of the medications it requires.

I also remember almost dying once through pills, and if no one had found me, it would have been really peaceful since I didn't even know when I passed out. So I kind of really miss something that feels nice like that.
 

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