
lili
Specialist
- Feb 17, 2022
- 319
I just feel I've read other posts from goodbye threads and while there accounts of it being peaceful there are others that seem like it was a lot of pain. I even remember reading a goodbye thread that the person wrote this is not peaceful as their final words.
Of course pain is subjective. And every body might respond to it differently. But I feel nervous about it since I'm trying tomorrow specifically because of the pain. I guess also since I will just do the not eating or drinking thing before hand but not use any of the medications it requires.
I also remember almost dying once through pills, and if no one had found me, it would have been really peaceful since I didn't even know when I passed out. So I kind of really miss something that feels nice like that.
Of course pain is subjective. And every body might respond to it differently. But I feel nervous about it since I'm trying tomorrow specifically because of the pain. I guess also since I will just do the not eating or drinking thing before hand but not use any of the medications it requires.
I also remember almost dying once through pills, and if no one had found me, it would have been really peaceful since I didn't even know when I passed out. So I kind of really miss something that feels nice like that.