Anyone else spending christmas alone?

[Gangrel]

I am and it makes it easier to think about ctb, nothing to do or think about. Isolation is weird.

 

[ma0]

I literally can't stand christmas, so being alone is very much an escape for me. Means nobody can press me about not being in the "holiday spirit", whatever the fuck that means.

 

[Shiru]

I rather to spend it alone than with all the members here I would be happier if I was alone only with mom or alone at all

 

[unknown_xav]

Yes spent the whole day watching some movies in bed, as time passes. It's always been this way for years, for some reason a sense of peace, but also reality of my ultimate end.

 

[SA1994EC]

I am. I have being spent any time totally alone so I forgot what it is like to spend time with someone.

 

[ConfusedClouds]

Yes in some ways its lonely. But I have to remember how much more isolating and lonely it feels when I can't articulate nor communicate with people around me who 'love' me but I also can't feel anything back. Get myself in a right pickle. Better for everyone staying apart.

 

[RiverOfLife]

Yes. First time alone since all my close family has died and I don't have the energy to host or even visit. I didn't have the energy to put up the tree this year and it's surprisingly depressing to not have the lights on.

 

[OptingOutSmiling]

Yip, been having a merry alone Christmas. Almost sad that tomorrow is back to people land.