
CatAstro.Fee
confused
- Jul 5, 2025
- 23
I'm still somewhat recovering/not, so my wishes may change, but I find I'm wishing I was an animal often, specifically a wolf, because of my desire to be free and I also think it would be cool to experience life running on all fours and howling n shit, not have to worry about money or anything.
In the past I've seen myself as more alien than human, and especially looking at artists like 'Jazmin Bean', it helps to know I'm not alone in my body image. If it helps anyone understand, I'm nonbinary and genderfluid, but I don't like any titles, any implication of 'boy' or 'girl', or pronouns, I just prefer my name and it makes me happy to only be preferred by my name, I want to actually change it but I don't know to what, I am thinking something to do with aliens or nature.
I do find myself coming back when I look at people because the fact we're able to be conscious and dress up in all sorts of styles and just do many things, obviously so many things we can do that animals can't. I don't know. I'm grateful I have hair though, it makes me somewhat feel that wild nature feeling, and wearing furry gear makes me happy.
In the past I've seen myself as more alien than human, and especially looking at artists like 'Jazmin Bean', it helps to know I'm not alone in my body image. If it helps anyone understand, I'm nonbinary and genderfluid, but I don't like any titles, any implication of 'boy' or 'girl', or pronouns, I just prefer my name and it makes me happy to only be preferred by my name, I want to actually change it but I don't know to what, I am thinking something to do with aliens or nature.
I do find myself coming back when I look at people because the fact we're able to be conscious and dress up in all sorts of styles and just do many things, obviously so many things we can do that animals can't. I don't know. I'm grateful I have hair though, it makes me somewhat feel that wild nature feeling, and wearing furry gear makes me happy.