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Anyone else not care about how their death will affect those they know?
Well my family is the major reason for most of my sufferings and I know they won't give a shit when I am gone. They are more interested in claiming big amount for my insurance that's all.
How others react after my death is nothing to do with me, I will not be alive at that point. We will all die eventually anyway and losing people is just part of life. I never asked to exist in the first place anyway. I just want to be free from all suffering.
I care, though there aren't a lot of people I'm leaving behind. I want to explain why I couldn't wait any longer, why it had to happen now. And while it would probably be nicer of me if I would wait until dad would die, he's the only one left that will be able to verify certain elements in my suicide note. And I need it verified.
Once you're dead, who cares! Worrying about how your ctb will affect others is just another form of SI kicking in to stop you. So don't waste a single second on others when it comes to your plans or date! If you honestly believe ctb is your choice and no one elses then you need to be a selfish bastard and stop thinking of others and do whatever you need to do for you!
I will not be able to care, as at that point, I will have been dead already LOL
On a serious note, I have couple of family members and some friends who would probably be sad (mabye ever very, very sad ) if I do it, but I'm mostly confident they can go on without me just fine, so I do care to an extent but not really :D
I do think about family missing me. It would necessarily for me to CTB i should be able to make the choice to leave if i want to "those we know" would never know how it feels honestly
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