Anyone else not care about how their death will affect those they know?

[markimobzzdeasui]

Well my family is the major reason for most of my sufferings and I know they won't give a shit when I am gone. They are more interested in claiming big amount for my insurance that's all.

 

[Wisdom3_1-9]

I care way too much. It's all I think about.

 

[Seiba]

Won't be leaving a note and don't really care for my family. They're free to leave if it upsets them too much but they won't.

 

[FuneralCry]

How others react after my death is nothing to do with me, I will not be alive at that point. We will all die eventually anyway and losing people is just part of life. I never asked to exist in the first place anyway. I just want to be free from all suffering.

 

[PDAnnie2610]

I'm not sure if I should though I know I should. I'm probably more concerned about care arrangements for grandma should I proceed.

 

[Somber]

I care, though there aren't a lot of people I'm leaving behind. I want to explain why I couldn't wait any longer, why it had to happen now. And while it would probably be nicer of me if I would wait until dad would die, he's the only one left that will be able to verify certain elements in my suicide note. And I need it verified.

 

[Buffy5120]

Once you're dead, who cares! Worrying about how your ctb will affect others is just another form of SI kicking in to stop you. So don't waste a single second on others when it comes to your plans or date! If you honestly believe ctb is your choice and no one elses then you need to be a selfish bastard and stop thinking of others and do whatever you need to do for you!

SI is a stupid liar, its the reason why I'm still here and I've gotten so much worse. Is there even anybody still here that joined before March 2020

 

[slagiatt]

I don't because they have told me they want me to stay alive for them, not caring how extending my life causes me pain

 

[JinZhin]

I will not be able to care, as at that point, I will have been dead already LOL
On a serious note, I have couple of family members and some friends who would probably be sad (mabye ever very, very sad ) if I do it, but I'm mostly confident they can go on without me just fine, so I do care to an extent but not really :D

 

[Buddha.e.c]

I do think about family missing me. It would necessarily for me to CTB i should be able to make the choice to leave if i want to "those we know" would never know how it feels honestly