Anyone else never really wanted anything out of life?

[Motherfly]

The only things I wanted from life were to have sex and to travel.

Did both. Boring now.

 

[ParamitePie]

You're damn right I wanted something out of life! I wanted to be a dinosaur as a child, and you can guess how that turned out.

 

[EmotionlessWanderer]

Yes all the time. It has always been that way I'm just more aware of it now.

 

[Apostle]

Never did, and it's a massive part of why I want to ctb.

 

[Hermione]

To love and be loved

 

[Dead beat dad]

I think Fantine said it best when she said;
'There was a time when men were kind
When their voices were soft
And their words inviting
There was a time when love was blind
And the world was a song
And the song was exciting
There was a time
Then it all went wrong'

Actually it didn't all go wrong, that would imply something went right, it didn't. Life on the whole has been pretty wretched.
DBD

 

[throwaway777]

i wanted something non existent so i guess i wanted non existence from the beginning ..i just didnt know it ??

 

[Deadgirl]

Nothing really, just want my suffering to ease up a little before my ctb date

 

[JadedGray]

The more I experience life, the more I wish I hadn't been born. Having a good life, I probably would partially still feel this way though, because I don't like this world.

 

[Alchemist]

I don't think I really ever had a reason to live. The older I got, the more aimless I've become. Nowadays I just live because I fear failing at dying.

 

[Empty Smile]

I don't think I really ever had a reason to live. The older I got, the more aimless I've become. Nowadays I just live because I fear failing at dying.

I repeat this a hundred times!

 

[Memento Mori]

guess there was a point where i wanted that standart human being starter pack: family, work, house, car.

now the only thing i want is her back. no really, its the only thing i'm still living for. and if i get it, i dont know if i would want anything else out of life, i dont really care. but when i'd have kids i would want them to have a safe place etc. etc. so we're back to the standart human being starter pack

 

[NumbItAll]

Being alive is totally unnecessary.

str8 fax

 

[WorthlessTrash]

Out of what i am able to get out of life under these circumstances, no i do not want it.

 

[motel rooms]

str8 fax

gay fux

 

[Hell-On-Earth]

Not anymore. When I was in college and University I wanted nothing more than to just be really good at what I do, but honestly I don't have the brains for it. Don't really plan on doing anything before I CTB. I just want to stop existing.

 

[onlyanimalsaregood]

I don't know anymore

 

[motel rooms]

 

[Weebster]

Why isn't there a Captain Planet movie funded by DiCaprio and Greta thunberg?

 

[FuneralCry]

In my case, I have never wanted to be alive at all. I have never seen myself as having any future, my life has always been very empty and depressing. Ever since I was young I found death to be very comforting. I simply have no interest in living and there is nothing that could ever make me want to live. Life is only suffering after all and I have no interest in suffering until old age.

 

[Feeding Pigeons]

In my case, I have never wanted to be alive at all. I have never seen myself as having any future, my life has always been very empty and depressing. Ever since I was young I found death to be very comforting. I simply have no interest in living and there is nothing that could ever make me want to live. Life is only suffering after all and I have no interest in suffering until old age.

Same. I've never had goals or ambitions.