ceelobling
Student
- Dec 29, 2025
- 132
All the shows you never watched and all the shows you never got to watch. I'm already going to ctb one day, but sometimes I'll think "dang, I never got to see this show or that show." Tv shows aren't the reason why I'm still living, it's just I'll get sad thinking about all the shows I never watched sometimes. Tv shows are trivial compared to the other important things in life, like tv shows aren't the reason I'm still alive is what I'm trying to say. It also makes me cringe like nothing in this life had any meaning to me expect maybe some random anime or cartoon. Nothing else is going on and nothing ever happened in life so that's the only thing you can find that mattered. I don't have kids or a a signifcant other or anything else I did, so I got nothing to worry about or find meaning in. I can ctb freely and think "yup, the only thing I ever gave a fuck about was that one show." I never found meaning in anything else so that's the only thing I can gravitate towards: tv shows. If you've never experienced anything or done anything, then there's not much you can find that actually mattered. I know I'm going to ctb in the future, and watching tv shows aren't going to prevent me from ctbing, but it will be one of the few things that actually mattered I guess. I know I'm cringe and pathetic but idc, we're all gonna die anyways. Do you guys ever get sad thinking about all the shows you'll never get to watch because you know you will ctb?
