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dontletthembribeyou

dontletthembribeyou

autistic girlfailure
Mar 4, 2025
64
I often fantasize about killing my rapist before ctb or doing it in front of certain people who hurt me. But realistically, I intend to leave this planet peacefully and in private without making a huge scene.
 
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Crow_88

Crow_88

Experienced
Dec 30, 2024
277
I think this is pretty normal. The important thing is recognizing that it is a fantasy and that the real thing won't be quite so pretty and romantic.
 
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dontletthembribeyou

dontletthembribeyou

autistic girlfailure
Mar 4, 2025
64
I think this is pretty normal. The important thing is recognizing that it is a fantasy and that the real thing won't be quite so pretty and romantic.
Absolutely. I would never enact those fantasies because I know they would never have the effect IRL that they do in my head. I would just be remembered as a violent and destructive person.
 
Crow_88

Crow_88

Experienced
Dec 30, 2024
277
Absolutely. I would never enact those fantasies because I know they would never have the effect IRL that they do in my head. I would just be remembered as a violent and destructive person.
Smart. And good of you to recognize that difference. When we are at the end of ourselves, keeping that in mind can be difficult. So awesome on you for keeping it real!
 
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ma0

ma0

How did I get here?
Dec 20, 2024
624
I've fantasized about people finding my hung corpse, but my plan has literally nothing to do with hanging, lmao
 
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belowaveragefish

belowaveragefish

YonKaGor Enjoyer
Jan 10, 2025
40
Totally

I've thought countless times of jumping off a bridge near where I live, or more wildly, shoot myself while jumping off the interstate overpass.
I couldn't ever do it though.

I don't have a plan per say, but when I'm ready I'll figure it out.
 
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biosphere

biosphere

Member
Sep 13, 2024
32
I want to go on a long cruise, get awfully drunk and drugged, then jump off as the sun rises. Unattainable.
I want to die in my mom's arms. Also unattainable.
 
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