Venting Anyone else have a parent who doesn’t care?

[katara]

I have been in this situation for years now and it breaks my heart that my own mom doesn't care at all. How come everyone else gets help but I don't? I can't even find 1 person. Then there's people like Luigi who have everything I could only dream of and he throws his life away. Crazy. I'll never even have half of what he does. What the fuck am I doing wrong? I am so tired of nobody caring. I'm so tired of being able to barely survive. I have no way of getting better and I'm still here just scared. Laying in my bed, filled with pain in my chest. There's no hope for me so what the fuck am I still doing here? Why can't I do anything right

 

[distantutopia]

They never care, they're all so selfish and trapped in their own world that they don't even notice us….

 

[kopebaldy]

I have a father that only acts like he cares and a mother that cares too much.

Honestly, I would prefer both to not care at all so that my mother wouldn't feel guilty when I eventually CTB.

 

[darksouls]

my father was an asshole and a pathetic loser
he died in 1996 from the effects of smoking tobacco
my mother is a cold-hearted monster
my parents were always very selfish
I was just their scapegoat

 

[katara]

my father was an asshole and a pathetic loser
he died in 1996 from the effects of smoking tobacco
my mother is a cold-hearted monster
my parents were always very selfish
I was just their scapegoat

Hey I just got this notification I'm so sorry to hear this I can understand why you are on this site. It's hard when it feels like nobody cares about u at all. I see so many ppl here talk about their parents caring about them and I've always felt super alone about this topic

 

[guessilldie]

For me it's weird because they seem to only not care about me. They care about my brother, my cousins but they know something is "off" with me so they just let me rot my whole life. Taking my brother and cousins to trips but not me, singing him up for swimming lessons and other hobbies. I go to work pay them the rent and that's really all we talk about. I think they knew I'm autistic and just didnt bother with me. Kinda hurts ngl
Obviously I'm jealous but Im happy for my brother and cousins who have great life

 

[katara]

For me it's weird because they seem to only not care about me. They care about my brother, my cousins but they know something is "off" with me so they just let me rot my whole life. Taking my brother and cousins to trips but not me, singing him up for swimming lessons and other hobbies. I go to work pay them the rent and that's really all we talk about. I think they knew I'm autistic and just didnt bother with me. Kinda hurts ngl
Obviously I'm jealous but Im happy for my brother and cousins who have great life

That's so sad. I feel kind of the same like my mom gave up on me and now just pretends everything is fine. I never go on vacation or anything and my mom has previously said she can't go on vacation bc of ME… like what? She really said she can't leave for a week to visit her mom bc of me. I told her to go and that I'd be ok, nope. Everything is always my fault I guess. She makes me feel so terrible I wish I could get the fuck out of her and away from her. I never want to see her again. I wish I could've left her at 16 she's completely ruined my life and makes me feel like a crazy person.