Venting Anyone else have a parent who doesn’t care?

[katara]

I have been in this situation for years now and it breaks my heart that my own mom doesn't care at all. How come everyone else gets help but I don't? I can't even find 1 person. Then there's people like Luigi who have everything I could only dream of and he throws his life away. Crazy. I'll never even have half of what he does. What the fuck am I doing wrong? I am so tired of nobody caring. I'm so tired of being able to barely survive. I have no way of getting better and I'm still here just scared. Laying in my bed, filled with pain in my chest. There's no hope for me so what the fuck am I still doing here? Why can't I do anything right

 

[distantutopia]

They never care, they're all so selfish and trapped in their own world that they don't even notice us….

 

[kopebaldy]

I have a father that only acts like he cares and a mother that cares too much.

Honestly, I would prefer both to not care at all so that my mother wouldn't feel guilty when I eventually CTB.

 

[darksouls]

my father was an asshole and a pathetic loser
he died in 1996 from the effects of smoking tobacco
my mother is a cold-hearted monster
my parents were always very selfish
I was just their scapegoat

 

[katara]

my father was an asshole and a pathetic loser
he died in 1996 from the effects of smoking tobacco
my mother is a cold-hearted monster
my parents were always very selfish
I was just their scapegoat

Hey I just got this notification I'm so sorry to hear this I can understand why you are on this site. It's hard when it feels like nobody cares about u at all. I see so many ppl here talk about their parents caring about them and I've always felt super alone about this topic

 

[guessilldie]

For me it's weird because they seem to only not care about me. They care about my brother, my cousins but they know something is "off" with me so they just let me rot my whole life. Taking my brother and cousins to trips but not me, singing him up for swimming lessons and other hobbies. I go to work pay them the rent and that's really all we talk about. I think they knew I'm autistic and just didnt bother with me. Kinda hurts ngl
Obviously I'm jealous but Im happy for my brother and cousins who have great life

 

[katara]

For me it's weird because they seem to only not care about me. They care about my brother, my cousins but they know something is "off" with me so they just let me rot my whole life. Taking my brother and cousins to trips but not me, singing him up for swimming lessons and other hobbies. I go to work pay them the rent and that's really all we talk about. I think they knew I'm autistic and just didnt bother with me. Kinda hurts ngl
Obviously I'm jealous but Im happy for my brother and cousins who have great life

That's so sad. I feel kind of the same like my mom gave up on me and now just pretends everything is fine. I never go on vacation or anything and my mom has previously said she can't go on vacation bc of ME… like what? She really said she can't leave for a week to visit her mom bc of me. I told her to go and that I'd be ok, nope. Everything is always my fault I guess. She makes me feel so terrible I wish I could get the fuck out of her and away from her. I never want to see her again. I wish I could've left her at 16 she's completely ruined my life and makes me feel like a crazy person.

 

[cazza82]

Yes I have a mum who doesn't care she likes to beat me down with constant insults makes me feel like a bad parent that my child would be better off without me nothing I do is right or good enough she despises me I don't understand why any chance she gets to make me feel bad or worthless or useless piece of shit she does it. It's hard feeling so alone I have an amazing counselor who has supported me since October even got our weekly sessions open ended but I'm still thinking it's only a matter of time before she abandons me to I mean if my own mother and husband don't care like at all why would she and I certainly don't want to become a problem or burden to her she's the only one that's been there for me

 

[Terrible_Life]

The worst part is when they destroyed you and made it impossible for you to have a good life back when you were a little child and then years later when your life became shit they say its your fault, you're just foul, we did everything for you, shame on you for criticizing us etc.

 

[katara]

 

[SpanishLullaby]

I have been in this situation for years now and it breaks my heart that my own mom doesn't care at all. How come everyone else gets help but I don't? I can't even find 1 person. Then there's people like Luigi who have everything I could only dream of and he throws his life away. Crazy. I'll never even have half of what he does. What the fuck am I doing wrong? I am so tired of nobody caring. I'm so tired of being able to barely survive. I have no way of getting better and I'm still here just scared. Laying in my bed, filled with pain in my chest. There's no hope for me so what the fuck am I still doing here? Why can't I do anything right

Neither of my parents cared. Thank god I escaped them and created my own life. But NO, it didn't turn out happily ever after. Im still faulted and scape-goated even when Ive permanently ditched them for years now.

I'm sorry its hard to get by. I'm sorry I cant offer any better words. I once thought I would get past it by creating this wonderful life but very rarely does one escape that fate to create an entirely opposite existence. Its unfortunate...all I can say is I know and feel your pain.

 

[Jisatsu]

I only hear from my parents every 4 months or so and it's like just a hi and how are you... nothing else.

 

[TwistedNightmares]

My father abandoned me when I was just 2 years old. He never bothered to get in touch with me until I turned 18. And even then, he only came back into my life to dictate me. Didn't even offer me any emotional support when I needed it. I basically went no contact with him after that, and he hasn't tried reaching out again since I went no contact.
Mom also doesn't care about me much at all, and I wish I could go no contact with her as well, but it's not that simple for me to do.
I never got any kind of help for my situation, either. I was basically left to fend for myself my whole life.

 

[fkyou]

I have a parent who cares and I'll be happy when I destroy them with my ctb cause they did nothing but destroying my life

I have a father that only acts like he cares and a mother that cares too much.

Honestly, I would prefer both to not care at all so that my mother wouldn't feel guilty when I eventually CTB.

Same combo of parents