
BeautifulMosaics
Specialist
- Aug 15, 2021
- 310
I've had the exact same thought @butterfly3 . I said in a post once "should the barrier of entry for suicide be so low"? I feel privilleged being born in the UK, a good home and now being alive at a time where sourcing SN is easy (well it was last year). I feel guilt for how fortunate in a lot of ways my life has been (including how easy ctb would be), I just worry about the afterlife and being judged for giving up. But why do I feel this way if I wasn't meant to?