Ambivalent1
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- Apr 17, 2023
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Being outside or in my room feels hollow and sad. Just strangers everywhere. Doesn't feel like that here.
Fellow millennial in christ, I feel the sameI feel homeless everywhere sadly, but that's because my brain is broken.
The world is full of devils. This is our havenThis is a comfortable place, the people who frequent this forum are very kind.
I relate to being judged. Adulthood has felt like this empty, dreary wasteland. Things were better once and then it all fucking died. Wtf?!?My crappy apartment has never been my home it's just a box that keeps the weather away. I hoped for something better but would need to work like, 90 hour weeks to afford them. Outside my apartment, I often feel like people look at me as though I'm homeless because I have the certain look of one who's a degenerate. Being on here sure beats being completely isolated 24/7 cause people can judge me by the dumb stuff I type rather than the way I look.
Don't be so hard on yourself, try to be less paranoid, people aren't always thinking that about you.My crappy apartment has never been my home it's just a box that keeps the weather away. I hoped for something better but would need to work like, 90 hour weeks to afford them. Outside my apartment, I often feel like people look at me as though I'm homeless because I have the certain look of one who's a degenerate. Being on here sure beats being completely isolated 24/7 cause people can judge me by the dumb stuff I type rather than the way I look.
I think more then anything people here can relate to you. You can say a lot of things but relaying how we feel outside of here can lead to consequences.Being outside or in my room feels hollow and sad. Just strangers everywhere. Doesn't feel like that here.
i feel homeless at home too. i hate going outside on my own due to anxiety. i hate being around strangers too, i don't particularly like anyone around me.Being outside or in my room feels hollow and sad. Just strangers everywhere. Doesn't feel like that here.
Exactly. Was it always like that? For me it wasn'ti feel homeless at home too. i hate going outside on my own due to anxiety. i hate being around strangers too, i don't particularly like anyone around me.
The more people i have around me (even if i knew and liked them all) the more i notice i can't relate to them and they can't relate to me either.