Anyone else can’t CTB at the moment?

[Tyra]

I have a vacation in November with my family. I feel like I have to go.

We're also renovating the new house we got. It just feels so wrong to do it now. Plus so many workers keep coming to the house, it seems like a bad time to order packages to the house. (SN, meto, benzo and maybe beta blocker). So I need to get 3 or 4 sketchy packages still…

More than ever I feel so trapped.

 

[wannabeangel]

i cant either, if i had nobody it would be so easy, but i feel too much guilt rn hurting my loved ones

 

[Tyra]

i cant either, if i had nobody it would be so easy, but i feel too much guilt rn hurting my loved ones

I kind of stopped caring about that. But I don't want to be cruel which is why I need to wait for the perfect time.

 

[wannabeangel]

I kind of stopped caring about that. But I don't want to be cruel which is why I need to wait for the perfect time.

i will eventually get to the point of not caring about that, my heart is just too big sometimes. i dont wanna be cruel either so im waiting for the perfect time as well, i wanna get my SN and everything beforehand tho

 

[Tyra]

i will eventually get to the point of not caring about that, my heart is just too big sometimes. i dont wanna be cruel either so im waiting for the perfect time as well, i wanna get my SN and everything beforehand tho

Yeah I also wanna get it beforehand so I feel like there's 1 less thing to think about or worry about.