I've been diagnosed with BPD and depression, I don't get why I can't get rid of my SI and ctb now. I feel desperate to leave. I know once the shock of my death is over, my family and friends will have relief from my neediness and negatively.
I just need to ctb and be done with it. Since it's all about me it should be easy to do.
I just need to ctb and be done with it. Since it's all about me it should be easy to do.
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