My grandmother made an attempt, maybe more but I’ve only heard of the main story.
And I believe there were two or three great Uncles who commited suicide, all brothers. The last time I was at the psych ward there was a relative of someone in my family. I think it was a younger half brother of those uncles but honestly my mother confuses me with the stories and seems to change them when I bring up what I remember being told .
So who knows at this point.
I know one of my cousins had issues and has been to the psych ward but I’ve no idea if an actual attempt was made.
I think it was chemical imbalances for the older ones, not sure about my cousin.
Which I really can’t relate to because I feel I am acting normally to my s*** situation. I have solid reasons to CTB, not a true mental disease that taints everything. It’s more that my physical self affects my mind rather than the other way around.
So even though I do seem to think very differently than others, I can’t safely say im a product of my genes in that area.