• Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):
Proxycake

Proxycake

Matrimony
Feb 20, 2023
89
I do not have a single acquaintance or friend to my name, I engage in so little social interaction that it is soul-crumbling. Loneliness is hallowing. I just want to know if other people have the same problem.
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
  • Love
Reactions: wubba lubba dub dub, deleted user 137373, ih34rty0u and 13 others
A

ayanitoolz

Member
Jun 21, 2025
15
yeah, i have no one i talk to besides my family and coworkers. loneliness is really hard to deal with, especially when it's so easy for everyone else to make friends
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: imgonesoondontworry, not-2-b-the-answer, Proxycake and 3 others
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,592
1000001809 None here. No family left, either.
 
  • Like
  • Hugs
  • Aww..
Reactions: not-2-b-the-answer, Proxycake, beandigger404 and 5 others
ThatRussianDude

ThatRussianDude

Now go to sleep bi*ch! Die motherf*cker die!
Dec 16, 2024
108
Hey hey. Welcome to the club. I alienated everyone yeah but I guess thats just my nature.
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
  • Love
Reactions: deleted user 137373, not-2-b-the-answer, Proxycake and 2 others
T

tulero

Student
Mar 20, 2025
100
1 friend from university, but I talk with him maybe once a year

so its like having 0
 
  • Hugs
  • Love
Reactions: wubba lubba dub dub, not-2-b-the-answer, Proxycake and 2 others
autisticmessiah

autisticmessiah

Member
Jun 15, 2025
41
I have none, but I have my aging parents for now at least.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: not-2-b-the-answer, Proxycake, Hollowman and 2 others
R

Radiate_Ruby

Member
Oct 28, 2024
25
The last friend I had just suddenly stopped talking to me. Found a Subreddit to make online friends and talked to 4/5 people, but without success. I think of going to university to maybe make friends, but I doubt it would work.​
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: not-2-b-the-answer, beandigger404 and darksouls
W

wham311

Enlightened
Mar 1, 2025
1,201
My homeless friend who is worried about me stopped responding bc im disturbing.

Zero.

My family wants to talk to me but I have nothing to say to them other than please help me get out of this place.
 
Last edited:
  • Hugs
Reactions: not-2-b-the-answer, Proxycake, beandigger404 and 1 other person
SailorBlue

SailorBlue

Anxious mess
Jun 21, 2025
45
I dont have friends anymore. I isolate myself too much with my depression, I dont want to make others sad.
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: not-2-b-the-answer, Proxycake, markimobzzdeasui and 4 others
darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,513
I never had human friends
my beloved pets were the only friends I ever had
they all left me
I miss them
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: BlueLock, not-2-b-the-answer, Haibane-renmei-reki and 3 others
T

tulero

Student
Mar 20, 2025
100
I think of going to university to maybe make friends, but I doubt it would work.​
for me it worked up to some point, but got to say i had luck that the few friend i made all of them were at same pace, we coincide in the same classes

They were my 5 best years

now I have contact only with one of them, but we dont talk so much so...
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: BlueLock and not-2-b-the-answer
R

Radiate_Ruby

Member
Oct 28, 2024
25
for me it worked up to some point, but got to say i had luck that the few friend i made all of them were at same pace, we coincide in the same classes

They were my 5 best years

now I have contact only with one of them, but we dont talk so much so...
My problem is that I've got to change a lot of things in my life to be able to go to university, and I fear I won't
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: not-2-b-the-answer and tulero
H

Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
2,415
My ex best friend dissapeared on me after a 15 year friendship. Haven't had a friend like that since and I knew I'd never have another one.
 
  • Hugs
  • Love
  • Like
Reactions: ThatRussianDude, User111885 and not-2-b-the-answer
Alexandra_

Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
810
My only friends are my 2 flowers, I take care of them. And I want them to continue to live long after my death
 
  • Love
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: wubba lubba dub dub, User111885, BlueLock and 3 others
F

frayed

Student
Jun 6, 2025
113
Only got my mother. She's very irascible
 
  • Hugs
  • Love
Reactions: Alexandra_, ThatRussianDude, starboy2k and 1 other person
Proxycake

Proxycake

Matrimony
Feb 20, 2023
89
My only friends are my 2 flowers, I take care of them. And I want them to continue to live long after my death
This is beautiful and I feel the same way towards my flowers and cacti. :heart:
yeah, i have no one i talk to besides my family and coworkers. loneliness is really hard to deal with, especially when it's so easy for everyone else to make friends
Yes, I see absolutely everyone talking about their 50 friends and the parties they have, the love they feel ... it just does not come for me. I'm sorry you are lonely too, it truly is just awful.
 
  • Like
  • Hugs
  • Love
Reactions: Alexandra_, User111885, wham311 and 2 others
Haibane-renmei-reki

Haibane-renmei-reki

Student
Jan 23, 2020
198
I do not have a single acquaintance or friend to my name, I engage in so little social interaction that it is soul-crumbling. Loneliness is hallowing. I just want to know if other people have the same problem.
me, i can't even have a short talk with my own father, let alone making friends I.R.L
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: Alexandra_, wham311 and not-2-b-the-answer
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
11,319
Other than family and online friends I don't think I would be missed for months if I were to vanish.
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: Alexandra_ and User111885
J

just_so_done

Experienced
Apr 16, 2023
258
I do a phenomenal job of pushing everyone away. The ones that try and stay eventually see the real me and I'm too much for them. Guess it's better not to have people close to me, all I ever do is hurt them and make things worse. I'm meant to be alone with the darkness.
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: deleted user 137373, Alexandra_, imgonesoondontworry and 3 others
BlueLock

BlueLock

Member
Nov 8, 2024
94
Yep. Well technically I have my brother who I'm good friends with but I am quite lonely. If it makes you feel better there have been studies on loneliness and it's much more common than people like to think. Across all ages (and most depressingly, in a lot of young people) people are lonely. We aren't even alone in being lonely.
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: Alexandra_, imgonesoondontworry, User111885 and 1 other person
L

Lost21

Student
Sep 24, 2018
199
Never had a friend in my life
 
  • Like
  • Hugs
Reactions: Alexandra_, User111885 and cemeteryismyhome
starboy2k

starboy2k

“I’ve been digging my own grave for years”
May 21, 2025
581
no friends here and knowing that I want to CTB eventually, there's no point in having any either.
 
Last edited:
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: Alexandra_ and User111885
fallendevil

fallendevil

Horrible Woman
Oct 6, 2024
792
My problem is I'm good at making friends (that is if people even want to talk to me in the first place) but I suck at keeping them because my expectations are too high (I'm that one friend who's too "woke") or they stop finding me funny or interesting after a while and I get ghosted.

Maybe this is just a normal part of growing up, but I'm so envious of people who have the friends for years and live without the crippling fear of people getting tired of them when they realize that they're not funny and chill but actually a loser femcel who's only funny in the moment (barely.)
 
Last edited:
  • Like
  • Hugs
Reactions: Alexandra_, imgonesoondontworry and User111885
Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
6,909
k66xx6b2sogd1.jpeg
 
  • Yay!
Reactions: Alexandra_ and spero_meliora
LetMeOut67

LetMeOut67

Mage
May 7, 2025
597
Yes pretty much
I had friends but now I don't want any and they've gone down a different road
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: Alexandra_ and User111885
cemeteryismyhome

cemeteryismyhome

Paragon
Mar 15, 2025
971
Zero friends here. A long time ago it used to hurt. Now I prefer it that way.
 
  • Like
  • Hugs
Reactions: Alexandra_, LetMeOut67, starboy2k and 2 others
SchizoPolyGymnast

SchizoPolyGymnast

Paragon
May 28, 2024
942
That's a hard question for me to answer because I think I have a bunch of friends, but I feel like every time I'm in need, they're nowhere to be found. So is that really a friend? Plus I have terrible rejection sensitivity, so I always think that people merely tolerate me, as opposed to loving me.
 
  • Like
  • Hugs
Reactions: Alexandra_, LetMeOut67 and User111885
K

kitkat9234

Arcanist
Nov 27, 2024
477
I have no one. It's like I'm in solitary confinement but I am actually free. Often times I go crazy because it's just me myself and I.

Barely socialize with my coworkers when im actually in the office (work from home part time). I have nothing to say - no substance whatsoever. No one would even notice if I was gone.
 
  • Like
  • Hugs
Reactions: Alexandra_, LetMeOut67, User111885 and 1 other person
W

wham311

Enlightened
Mar 1, 2025
1,201
I have no one. It's like I'm in solitary confinement but I am actually free. Often times I go crazy because it's just me myself and I.

Barely socialize with my coworkers when im actually in the office (work from home part time). I have nothing to say - no substance whatsoever. No one would even notice if I was gone.
I relate
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: User111885 and kitkat9234

Similar threads

coolcow1289
Replies
9
Views
207
Suicide Discussion
coolcow1289
coolcow1289
rainydaysnail
Replies
9
Views
393
Suicide Discussion
rainydaysnail
rainydaysnail
MOSTHATED
Replies
8
Views
291
Suicide Discussion
Holu
Holu
logar
Replies
3
Views
348
Suicide Discussion
coolliontigerragged
coolliontigerragged
Saponification
Replies
3
Views
144
Suicide Discussion
peacefulrepose
peacefulrepose