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CoolGuy9

CoolGuy9

Mage
Mar 5, 2019
524
Just woke up and felt sad and depressed, because of reality. Calmed myself with the fact that I can ctb in 3 weeks.

Anybody else get the morning sadness?
 
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Murakami'sCat

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Aug 26, 2021
38
I can agree, mornings are hard because you are disappoined you're still alive and then when you go to sleep you dread having to wake up again.
 
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Adamsnolife

Adamsnolife

Specialist
May 5, 2020
395
Yes. I think another dull day has come around again.
 
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eternalmelancholy

eternalmelancholy

waiting for the bus
Mar 24, 2021
1,169
The best and frankly only good part of the day is the few seconds when you first wake up and don't realize you are still alive. Then the sadness and deep self loathing starts to set in and the rest of the day is ruined.

This has been my daily life for the better part of a decade. It's like I am in the movie groundhogs day but much more pathetic.
 
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PeacefulTonic

Enlightened
Aug 10, 2021
1,006
Yeah the sorrow of having to wake up to this reality. And the suicidal thoughts start flooding into my head again. I'm tired of it
 
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needingpeace24

needingpeace24

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Oct 19, 2021
52
Wouldn't be so terrible to me if I could wake up with some sort of amnesia. Certain memories of mine lay in wait for the very moment I wake, like shadow people during sleep paralysis. Day after day after day. I'd honestly give anything to go a full day without these memories replaying in my head continuously.
 
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deadverysoon

so f****ing ready
Aug 19, 2021
216
yes - wake up like "fuck - still alive"....

my life is destroyed and im happy when the day is coming i finally dont wake up.
 
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Hurt

Paragon
Nov 13, 2020
905
I always wake up angry because I didn't die in my sleep. My dreams are better than reality and I enjoy sleeping.
 
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mossball

mossball

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Apr 6, 2021
49
Yeah, everyday. Getting through each and every day is exhausting and then I get to do it all over again. The moment I hate the most though is laying in bed at night unable to go to sleep because I dread waking up the next day and having to live it. So I tend to force myself to stay awake too long and then am too tired to do anything when the morning rolls around. All my responsibilities weigh down on me...
 
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MeltedJello

MeltedJello

My brain is a liquid mess.
Aug 18, 2021
2,214
Happens every morning for me. I always feel tired of continuing this meaningless life.
 
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