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varsity
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- Jun 9, 2023
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Yo. A few months back one of my best friends and former love of my life basically cut me off. I've got pretty much nobody else and I know this is it for me. Monday, I'm probably gonna talk to them and tell them how much they mean to me. If they insist that they never wanna talk to me again:
1) Say goodbye to dog and cats. Tell them how much I love them. They'll be fine, family will take care of them.
2) Pack razorblades
3) Bike into middle of the woods (~10ish miles from civilization is probably fine)
4) Lie down
5) Call an online friend who's been niceish to me, tell him goodbye (he'd have no way of getting me "help")
6) Cut wrists for results, I know where the arteries are
This is the best option I have right now because I don't have access to firearms or more effective ways of catching the bus unfortunately.
If, by some miracle, she tells me she wants to have any contact with me or gives a shit about me, I'll probably get on stronger SSRIs and attempt recovery. Probably like a 10% chance of that happening. Totally expecting to catch the bus Monday afternoon.
Any thoughts on this plan?
1) Say goodbye to dog and cats. Tell them how much I love them. They'll be fine, family will take care of them.
2) Pack razorblades
3) Bike into middle of the woods (~10ish miles from civilization is probably fine)
4) Lie down
5) Call an online friend who's been niceish to me, tell him goodbye (he'd have no way of getting me "help")
6) Cut wrists for results, I know where the arteries are
This is the best option I have right now because I don't have access to firearms or more effective ways of catching the bus unfortunately.
If, by some miracle, she tells me she wants to have any contact with me or gives a shit about me, I'll probably get on stronger SSRIs and attempt recovery. Probably like a 10% chance of that happening. Totally expecting to catch the bus Monday afternoon.
Any thoughts on this plan?