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sorrowfullyliving

Always worried
Sep 2, 2025
57
Basically the title, I've been trying to hang myself but SI makes me afraid to even wrap the noose around my neck. I don't really like the taste of alcohol and I live in a religious country, which means that if I survived with any traces of alcohol found in my body I'll probably be disown by my family or at least viewed as a alcoholic
 
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thedarkdog

Member
Aug 25, 2025
52
By religious I take it you mean Islamic? How do you even procure alcohol then?

Anyway you could try other anxiolytics such as Valium if you can access those.
 
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sorrowfullyliving

Always worried
Sep 2, 2025
57
Yeah I live in a muslim majority country. I actually tried a sip of beer an international student bought and it tasted horrible. alcoholic drinks are not illegal to sel or consume but it is discouraged to drink or buy it, anyone who do otherwise get called an alcoholic, isolated from their family and society, in some extreme cases they get completely disown. the only way alcohol is acceptable to use is in the medical field. Anyway no I don't have access to anxiolytics, is there no other way? do I just suppressed my own SI? Is that even possible?
 
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thedarkdog

Member
Aug 25, 2025
52
Interesting to know, would've thought it's completely banned.
Sadly I don't have any other ideas that could help you but I wish you the best.
 
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Spectre

I am serious about not taking things seriously
Nov 27, 2023
316
I think drugs of some kind would be our best bet
 
salviap

salviap

I am no longer interested in the world.
Apr 7, 2024
56
Isn't that a prescription drug? I don't think I can obtain it
Reckon I have never tried this before, but I randomly thought of it. Antihistamines that induce 'drowsiness'. A prominent one is Diphenhydramine (Benadryl),or cold medications such as Brompheniramine /
Chlorpheniramine
 
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