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icanjustdoit

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Jun 13, 2026
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Sometimes when I feel an immense rage about my predicament, I'll occasionally put on my headphones and listen to some random heavy metal music. The chaos in the music and my mind seem to cancel out and I get calmer.
 
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LastNite

Sleepless Zombie
Mar 31, 2025
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Usually radiohead
 
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Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
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As you can probably tell from my profile pic, Epica is what I listen to. Particularly, I love the song Unleashed because it describes how I feel about life completely.
 
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TransientEternal

Experienced
Sep 24, 2023
219
A couple come to mind especially if you've played Black Souls 1 and 2:

Black Souls 2 Soundtrack - Hanover Abandoned Station : Calming. With context, nostalgia for people you've never met.

Black Souls 2 Soundtrack - White Castletown: Feels like you're dying alone in the snow. Slowly, but comfortably.

Black Souls 2 Soundtrack - Winterbell: By itself it sounds quite sad. With context, it's goodbye or parting.

These are good by themselves, but if you play the games it'll hit way harder.
 
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ijwtd3454

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Jul 9, 2026
5
About to be a very basic answer but mitski, phoebe bridgers, and Noah kahan (willing and able makes me suicidal)
 
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Tautochrome

Exploder
Nov 22, 2025
123
Considering I'm suicidal most of the time, even on good days, it varies. When it comes to low mood days - I choose silence, because even music doesn't do anything for me during such times and I'd rather not start associating things I enjoyed with shitty moments. It's total emptiness
 
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Arioso

Member
Jun 13, 2025
17
interpol's obstacle 1 and pda, no other song captures so well the essence of suicide to my knowledge
 
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thefrenchmonkey

New Member
Jul 8, 2026
3
I like Corduroy by Boywithuke and deepfake by brakence