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icanjustdoit

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Jun 13, 2026
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Sometimes when I feel an immense rage about my predicament, I'll occasionally put on my headphones and listen to some random heavy metal music. The chaos in the music and my mind seem to cancel out and I get calmer.
 
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LastNite

LastNite

Sleepless Zombie
Mar 31, 2025
885
Usually radiohead
 
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Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
2,104
As you can probably tell from my profile pic, Epica is what I listen to. Particularly, I love the song Unleashed because it describes how I feel about life completely.
 
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yotaka

yotaka

夜鷹
Jan 29, 2026
217
+50 points to anybody who can guess mine
 
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TransientEternal

Experienced
Sep 24, 2023
224
A couple come to mind especially if you've played Black Souls 1 and 2:

Black Souls 2 Soundtrack - Hanover Abandoned Station : Calming. With context, nostalgia for people you've never met.

Black Souls 2 Soundtrack - White Castletown: Feels like you're dying alone in the snow. Slowly, but comfortably.

Black Souls 2 Soundtrack - Winterbell: By itself it sounds quite sad. With context, it's goodbye or parting.

These are good by themselves, but if you play the games it'll hit way harder.
 
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ijwtd3454

Member
Jul 9, 2026
8
About to be a very basic answer but mitski, phoebe bridgers, and Noah kahan (willing and able makes me suicidal)
 
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Tautochrome

Exploder
Nov 22, 2025
140
Considering I'm suicidal most of the time, even on good days, it varies. When it comes to low mood days - I choose silence, because even music doesn't do anything for me during such times and I'd rather not start associating things I enjoyed with shitty moments. It's total emptiness
 
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yotaka

yotaka

夜鷹
Jan 29, 2026
217
Modest mouse, workin on leavin the livin, is that correct?
Ah, that would make sense, but that's not it. +10 points for a good answer anyway
 
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Arioso

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Jun 13, 2025
22
interpol's obstacle 1 and pda, no other song captures so well the essence of suicide to my knowledge
 
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thefrenchmonkey

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Jul 8, 2026
8
I like Corduroy by Boywithuke and deepfake by brakence
 
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mliwa

Unlucky bastard
May 26, 2026
8
Nate by nf
 
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purplehelix

New Member
Apr 12, 2026
1
all d2s1's music
 
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kunikuzushi

sause
Jan 24, 2023
662
lil peep and deathcore
 
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DignifiedGrave

DignifiedGrave

GrinderofSouls
Jul 5, 2026
93
I like certain songs by Alice in chains, Peter Gabriel, ministry or skinny puppy.
 
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sadbh—itstimetogo🤎

Arcanist
Apr 4, 2026
461
About to be a very basic answer but mitski, phoebe bridgers, and Noah kahan (willing and able makes me suicidal)
What are your most suicy NK songs?
 
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100memoryleaks

forever sorry
Jul 6, 2026
185
mostly astrophysics or molchat doma if i'm feeling numb.

i've sh'ed to this song a couple times since the part of the visual novel that this song is from is related to that.
 
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DeathJester

DeathJester

Until The Light Takes Us
Jul 6, 2026
18
Depressive black metal, Death industrial, ambient and maybe coldwave or minimal synth "pop"
 
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Endstati0n

Student
May 10, 2026
106
I listen to red house painters/sun kil moon alot. It goes well with being suicidal, but also when you're enjoying yourself, alone in nature
 
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icanjustdoit

Member
Jun 13, 2026
12
Thanks for these amazing suggestions everyone.
 
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Endlichkeit

Student
Feb 26, 2023
102
Trist - Sebevražední andělé
Life Is Pain - Bloody Melancholy
Hypothermia - Veins
 
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bunnygirl4

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Jul 9, 2026
8
i listen to snow fairy, the intro for the show fairy tail. for whatever reason, it helps me process a lot of feelings and is comforting for me.
 
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ilovecats1

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Apr 15, 2026
92
i like atmospheric black metal and blackgaze with some occasional dsbm. its painless to let go by none is pretty good
 
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linium

linium

overwhelming underwhelmed
May 22, 2023
12
I listen to red house painters/sun kil moon alot. It goes well with being suicidal, but also when you're enjoying yourself, alone in nature
love the red house painters aswell. Especially Katy's song. Usually Elliott Smith (Needle in the Hay, Condor Ave, Twilight) is my go-to in most situations when I'm cutting or whatnot
 
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current93

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Jun 4, 2026
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dsbm or just generic sad shit like a few songs by have a nice life
Trist - Sebevražední andělé
Life Is Pain - Bloody Melancholy
Hypothermia - Veins
immaculate taste
 
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Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
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