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davana
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- Sep 28, 2020
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I have started antidepressants. I feel I still want to ctb, because it's the best solution, but I feel the medication is just making it more difficult to actually go through. It's weird, it doesn't solve anything. I don't feel happier, life is as shitty as it is. There is nothing good here. I just feel numb and lacking the willpower to do what I need to do. Has anyone had that effect of medication? I wonder if I should stop the medication... Hopefully that will make it easier to end everything. It's my first time taking antidepressants, so not sure what I was expecting. Medication feels like putting a bandaid in a bloody open wound and pretend it's not there, while slowly bleeding out, for real.