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ScaredCutter

ScaredCutter

put a red heart if u love espoir city
Oct 16, 2025
134
Don't forget that she didn't miss censoring the word "suicide" once.
Because getting monetized always is a priority to people's privacy and well being.
omg, i didnt notoce that because i was skipping thru the video a lot. someone in the comments brought up how she said smth along the lines of "is it worth the risk if there are so many different forms of therapy avaliable" and thats just so fucking shallow and keeping it in is crazy.

make educational content: X
make a video profiting off of others struggles and spaces?: (tick)
Can you give examples? I swept through the comments and couldn't find any unfortunately. I need something to laugh at
someine said "imma busmaxxing bruh"
 
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mordumfan

mordumfan

lizzie //
Aug 12, 2025
40
My boyfriend just put this on to watch before he went to bed. It was so hard to not share I'm a member. Even more difficult was not correcting misinformation. For a sec I was almost nervous he knew I was on here. I don't think so.

The video was mostly fear-mongering, as to be expected, but I was pleased that she at least gave some space to express some prochoice opinions.


lmfao can't they just leave us alone
 
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BlendedHeart

BlendedHeart

It is what it is
Mar 9, 2024
263
What a garbage, clickbait ass title that video has. I try to avoid content that uses something like that. It's insignificant, but it's my small protest.
 
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rec

thing
Nov 2, 2020
45
I saw someone in the comments saying that they thought that 'it gets better' was bullshit until it got better for them. Now they are preaching that 'it gets better' because apparently them specifically getting better means that it must happen for everyone else, too. Pro lifers can be so fucking dim
 
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M19R

M19R

Member
Aug 12, 2024
54
You can tell her convictions are all bullshit because if she was actually concerned she wouldn't have made it so easy to find this place. We got numbers on the jump in activity after she posted her shit?
 
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Unsure and Useless

Unsure and Useless

Dreaming Endlessly, not Wanting to Wake Up
Feb 7, 2023
474
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,192
any post about this dumb video is just an ad for the video : this will give it more clicks which will broadcast it to more people .

happened with another video and NY times article : brought a lot of prolifers to this website who helped get rid of the one Nembutal source and many other SN sources. also it was horrible having all these prolifers here and watching everyone etc.

i'm not going to click that video and feed the algorithm

nothing matters to me anyway except avoiding unbearable pain

i don't see how what a crap clickbait youtuber says could matter. who cares? anyone can make a video. talking about it posting about is only going to make it go viral which will then send thousands of prolifers here as happened before
 
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Unsure and Useless

Dreaming Endlessly, not Wanting to Wake Up
Feb 7, 2023
474
i apologise, thought it was a little funny comment.
Oh, it's not your fault. I was hoping that the people who mock CTB had more creativity. I am disappointed that the unsolicited joke from the Internet's jester was more inspired
 
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elenaboo25

Student
Oct 19, 2025
108
omg, i didnt notoce that because i was skipping thru the video a lot. someone in the comments brought up how she said smth along the lines of "is it worth the risk if there are so many different forms of therapy avaliable" and thats just so fucking shallow and keeping it in is crazy.

make educational content: X
make a video profiting off of others struggles and spaces?: (tick)

someine said "imma busmaxxing bruh"
Therapy and medication carries risks as well. For example I don't want to go back on any type of antidepressants because doing so would likely lead to me losing my job.
 
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ScaredCutter

ScaredCutter

put a red heart if u love espoir city
Oct 16, 2025
134
Oh, it's not your fault. I was hoping that the people who mock CTB had more creativity. I am disappointed that the unsolicited joke from the Internet's jester was more inspired
ooh, yeah theres not many "jokesters" in the comments really. theres someone who said this but, doesnt really make me laugh. ive only found 2 as of currently, (wqhich was busmaxxing and this one).
the replies to this comment are meh, they arent being attacked for it thankfully


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Dan-Star-HI

New Member
Jan 6, 2026
3
I imagine it was difficult. Every time people around me talk about suicide, I think they're trying to tell me something. But it's just my paranoia.
 
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Dot

Info abt typng styl on prfle.
Sep 26, 2021
3,592
I wonder if the video is monetized, I'm not gonna watch it but it wouldn't surprise me if it was.

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Unsure and Useless

Dreaming Endlessly, not Wanting to Wake Up
Feb 7, 2023
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So she's a heartless witch too?

You guys are making it too easy to hate on her
 
dontletthembribeyou

dontletthembribeyou

autistic girlfailure
Mar 4, 2025
119
That's disappointing, I usually really like her content but this one was a miss. It makes me sad to see people trash her accent, I've always found it cool
 
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waqs

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Sep 9, 2025
53
at least the people in the comments are being reasonable enough and not labeling this site as a death cult or something. she seems only be acknowledge the non criticizing comments which means that it will probably stay up and she'll move on and act like nothing happened. its a shame, i used to use her as background noise when doing other stuff..
 
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dalemar

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Nov 20, 2025
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As I said in the other thread.
I only hope life would never put them in a situation in which a place like Sasu (L) would end up being helpful for them.
I have never been suicidal in my life, never used drugs, drank alcohol, etc. I was an athlete, and a bad injury put me in this situation, because I would rather have a good, short life, than a long life, full of misery, that's my will, and my choice over my life.
As the saying goes in Spain and Latin America "let them bark Sancho, it is a sign we are moving forward".
 
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Scythe

Lost in a delusion
Sep 5, 2022
717
I find it funny nobody who writes about this site wants to acknowledge RAS is a transwoman. She has this conspiracy that RAS is actually one of the og founders since we can't confirm her identity.

Also kinda sad no one seems to bother reading RAS' agruments that the site is not pro-suicide.

There was also one part of the video where she mentioned it seems these people would be happy living under different circumstances and had a screenshot of someone saying they'd be happy if someone gave them 100 million. Which I found so stupid that it's funny. Like no shit sherlock.

Ps. I thought the voice is editted afterwards to sound robotic and gender neutral for doxxing prevention or mysterious vibes, is that her actual voice?
 
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ScaredCutter

ScaredCutter

put a red heart if u love espoir city
Oct 16, 2025
134
Ps. I thought the voice is editted afterwards to sound robotic and gender neutral for doxxing prevention or mysterious vibes, is that her actual voice?
that is her voice, in a comment she replies to saying she has a yorkshire accent, someone also looked into other videos and she sounds similar to each one (iirc).
 
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AngelBritney

Member
Sep 14, 2025
34
Lol, people acting like suicide will become extinct when forums like this one get shut down.

Spoiler: It will never get extinct.
 
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Jupit3rs

"I'm finally going home... to the stars"
Feb 23, 2022
66
i listen to some of her videos when im bored and doing stuff. Saw the title in my recommended and i just knew it was abt this site.... im not going to watch it, ppl always get many things wrong so i dont care anymore. I haven't been here for a whileeeeeee and this brings me back lol
 
Bungee_gum

Bungee_gum

"It's all a travesty, if you ask me"
Jan 8, 2026
26
i've seen a few videos from this channel before and the videos are kinda hit or miss for me. the voice is not that bad for me, i actually think its kinda funny (all scottish accents are funny to me, at least i think it's scottish) but as another person said the video does a half decent job at explaining how this site is, but like all other media that talks about the site it's described as a net negative for depressed/suicidal people, which i dont think is the case. i find the site and the people on it to be better than most online spaces out there, i've even heard of people using SaSu as a substitute to all social media. but i also dont want the site to get more attention as that may be a bit problematic
 
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lifelore

lifelore
Nov 1, 2025
5
My boyfriend just put this on to watch before he went to bed. It was so hard to not share I'm a member. Even more difficult was not correcting misinformation. For a sec I was almost nervous he knew I was on here. I don't think so.

The video was mostly fear-mongering, as to be expected, but I was pleased that she at least gave some space to express some prochoice opinions.


A lot of people first resort to making fun of this person who is talking about this forum, but sure, there may be some inaccuracies, but the main reason why people make videos about here is because they care about the members and wish the best for them. Even my own inevitable death saddens me. I feel like this website does somewhat incline me closer to actually putting the effort to ctb though.
 
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SilentSadness

Person
Feb 28, 2023
1,529
This video is complete junk. It's just a worse version of Tantacrul's video. I was hoping for something with more entertainment value.
 
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monetpompo

you've got everything now
Apr 21, 2025
938
This video is complete junk. It's just a worse version of Tantacrul's video. I was hoping for something with more entertainment value.
lady has the burger king foot lettuce accent
 
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Unsure and Useless

Unsure and Useless

Dreaming Endlessly, not Wanting to Wake Up
Feb 7, 2023
474
Someone said "Ugh I'm in CTB right now and it SUCKS"
These 'jokes' are immature and uninspired. How unfortunate that these jesters are of poor quality. I was hoping to chuckle at some clever wordplay (ㆆ_ㆆ)
 
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elenaboo25

Student
Oct 19, 2025
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i've seen a few videos from this channel before and the videos are kinda hit or miss for me. the voice is not that bad for me, i actually think its kinda funny (all scottish accents are funny to me, at least i think it's scottish) but as another person said the video does a half decent job at explaining how this site is, but like all other media that talks about the site it's described as a net negative for depressed/suicidal people, which i dont think is the case. i find the site and the people on it to be better than most online spaces out there, i've even heard of people using SaSu as a substitute to all social media. but i also dont want the site to get more attention as that may be a bit problematic
It's definitely not a Scottish accent. I'd say it's an East Midlands accent, possibly Yorkshire.