Venting another year around the sun

[uglybunny]

about to turn legal drinking age and i honestly don't even wanna live anymore. nothing matters and i feel like everything i do is useless. i live with parents who won't bug off unless i'm married or entirely financially independent. i feel so suffocated and so alone. the only thing stopping me is that me and my friend share a bday and i don't wanna ruin hers. also my brother passed and it absolutely fucked up our family. i know i'm not much to lose but it'll certainly cost them money to dispose of me.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's very much understandable wishing to be free from this cruel world as of course it really can be so tiring feeling trapped here, but anyway I wish you the best.