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every time i wake up recently i've been taking at 30mg-100mg of melitonin and going back to bed so that i can pretend i'm dead. i'm too much of a pussy to actually kill myself, so i just sleep as much as possible. when i can't sleep i usually find myself sitting in the fetal position and mumbling whatever phrase my brain keeps chanting. mostly "why do i still try"
 
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Yes maybe another vent post. But know a lot of us read. I feel the same as you some times.
 
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