Method Another Failed Attempt Today

[destro98]

I am struggling. I live in the Northeast and have made multiple attempts (3 weekends in a row) where I've driven to a couple of bridges, ranging from 135 ft to 212 ft over water. But once I get to the bridge railing, SI kicks in and I can't do it (or bystanders get a little too close and I have to abort). Gun control is strict in my state, likely ruling out firearms.

So this might have to be chemical. It seems that getting a hold of SN has gotten a lot harder recently. Does anyone have any other foolproof methods, chemical or otherwise, and/or strategies to secure SN? I have a low pain tolerance and the bridge attempts have proven that my SI is strong. Ugh, this needs to happen--for multiple reasons--but I'm so pathetic.

Help me!

 

[PerfectVictory]

Hey man I don't know anything about SN unfortunately, I considered jumping myself but I don't have a car making it more difficult and I wouldn't want to be involuntarily detained if caught halfway through. I find jumping to be romantic but all methods have their pros and cons. Just wanted to say that you're not pathetic for having SI you have no control over that. I hope however long you have left is as pleasant as possible.

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

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