Venting Anhedon

[CTB Dream]

This no ability doany, before injury damage have anhedo but stil try can do can chemic brainy now nothing impossible add injury damage anhedon imposible do stay all day stuck brain no live no die ,,,thsi real real hell add injuries damagen anhedo depress ptsd etc all impossible this brain die no work ,no able do thing was have 1% 10% joy possible now all go human cruel awful species life cruel make 0%, method need this no life only body exis force.method need d

 

[FuneralCry]

It sounds so horrible what you have to endure. Existence really is just a cycle of endless and meaningless torment that continues to repeat for no reason, it's certainly so awful how life evolved to allow this all to exist. It's the cruelest thing to deny people the options of peaceful ways to exit, we shouldn't have to struggle so much to not suffer anymore. It's really torture feeling so trapped here when you just wish to be gone and I do believe that this world is the true hell, existence is so prison like when it's so difficult to avoid delaying our inevitable fate. But I hope that you find the freedom that you wish for.