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scoliosis

scoliosis

Misha
May 28, 2024
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I always wanted to look pretty or clean, even in death, that's why i wouldn't want a gun to the head, it'll ruin me, and probably make me unrecognizable, i would prefer dying in bed and looking pretty like a doll .. I don't know if its just me 😭 😭
 
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EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
Oct 21, 2023
5,158
You won't look clean in death though, unless you plan on starving yourself of food and water beforehand.
 
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lostintheloop

Enlightened
Apr 14, 2023
1,320
It's natural to want dignity in death. I understand why people wouldn't want anyone to see their body a mess.
I don't care though as I'm hideous already so won't make a difference. I want to suffer in my death as deserve the pain
 
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oneirataxia

Arcanist
Apr 22, 2024
485
I feel the same way.
 
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cowboypants

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From milkyway
May 7, 2024
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You won't look clean in death though, unless you plan on starving yourself of food and water beforehand.
I plan to poop and pee beforehand if you mean that lol
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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cowboypants

From milkyway
May 7, 2024
576
I always wanted to look pretty or clean, even in death, that's why i wouldn't want a gun to the head, it'll ruin me, and probably make me unrecognizable, i would prefer dying in bed and looking pretty like a doll .. I don't know if its just me 😭 😭
Same I'm also scared about stuff like hanging. If anything I like stuff where I sleep and pass peacefully or close to it
What about the two days of food still in your intestines?
I thought what we eat comes out in one day 🤔
 
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EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
Oct 21, 2023
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I plan to poop and pee beforehand if you mean that lol
I'm pretty sure you'd have to eat little to nothing for several days to weeks if you want to ensure that you shit or piss yourself when you die. Even if you use the toilet prior, you'll likely still have leftover food in your intestines.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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I thought what we eat comes out in one day 🤔
It can take up to 72 hours for food to move through your intestines. So at any one time, you basically have up to three days worth of food sitting in you. When you go to the bathroom, you're only getting rid of the stuff that has reached the end of the line.
 
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cowboypants

From milkyway
May 7, 2024
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It can take up to 72 hours for food to move through your intestines. So at any one time, you basically have up to three days worth of food sitting in you. When you go to the bathroom, you're only getting rid of the stuff that has reached the end of the line.
Ah shit man. Doesnt sound good ewww
 
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Mi Mi

No One Special
Mar 18, 2024
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I always wanted to look pretty or clean, even in death, that's why i wouldn't want a gun to the head, it'll ruin me, and probably make me unrecognizable, i would prefer dying in bed and looking pretty like a doll .. I don't know if its just me 😭 😭
I feel the same actually
I have pjs picked out
I scent my house and bed everyday
Hoping I and my space will still smell sweet and like me before the smell of death sets in
Was even thinking about doing my nails
But I get so tired I'm struggling just even get to my attempt
 
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LaughingGoat

Mage
Apr 11, 2024
589
Personally I've never understood it since I'll be dead, so for all I care you can kick my corpse down the street. Ironically, since I'll go with shotgun you wouldn't be able to tell if I actually had a funeral since the mortician could just reconstruct the back of the skull.
 
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lnlybnny

Mage
Jan 25, 2024
545
me too, i even think of buying a pretty floral ethereal dress to do it and put some angelic make up on or something
 
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Esokabat

Specialist
Apr 22, 2024
390
You looking good while dead would be quite short-lived and temporary, regardless of the method. I think it is a futile objective. Your physical body without the lifeforce will start to deteriorate quite quickly. They will remove your clothes for the autopsy so useless worryng about uour clothes too. Makeup also doesn't matter as your makeup skills will not be suitable for a dead face. The mortician or their team might put makeup on you if you will have an open casket funeral to make you look more acceptable, and they will have to use much heavier makeup than on an alive face, so even putting own your own makeup is useless. They might even sew your mouth shut. You looking good after your death is in the hands of the mortician.
 
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lnlybnny

Mage
Jan 25, 2024
545
i was so impacted by @Moonicide 's GBT, i remember the pictures of her dress, the make up she chose... i think it helped her feel at ease doing that little ''ritual'', i cried so much reading her thread
 
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locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,598
Frankly, I don't really care what my corpse looks like. Right after any autopsy, I'll be cremated anyway. No funeral, no service. Just cook me and put my ashes into the monument.
 

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