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baller

baller

"such is life"
Apr 30, 2024
52
I feel like i always go into this cycle of depression and then numbness and shit. I can never tell if I'm numb or getting better but I hate both of them. I hate feeling numb cause holy shit, I cant even feel sad or care about the shit I care about, but then I don't want to get better because I dunno, i'm stupid or something. I'd def rather be sad all the time so I can atleast feel something. Idk, just thought I'd share lmao
 
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lizzywizzy09

Arcanist
May 11, 2024
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The body can only feel extreme emotional duress for so long. Eventually it basically shuts down and becomes numb, which is its own hell. For me it comes in cycles.
 
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baller

baller

"such is life"
Apr 30, 2024
52
The body can only feel extreme emotional duress for so long. Eventually it basically shuts down and becomes numb, which is its own hell. For me it comes in cycles.
Yeah, Its pretty shit.
 
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shatteredcrystal

Preferably me, partially not, probably in between.
Apr 8, 2024
20
Haven't cried for like 2 years. It seems that the depressed emotions have become numb, chronic pain. I cannot recall how good it felt to be able to cry rn. I envy those who are able to burst out crying when they feel sad
 
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