Faster We Run, And We Die Young
- Aug 29, 2020
I was planning to CTB in January but the thoughts of hurting my mother and father is putting me off majorly. See, my grandfather on my mother's side is in a nursing home and doesn't really have much time left. My mother suffers from depression and it makes it worse that she can't see him due to Covid. I can't imagine what my death would do to her. Should I let this put me off? Am I a POS for even thinking of killing myself? I just can't take this life anymore. I know for a fact I won't be able to put up with it until my parents are gone. They'd get over it eventually, right?