Venting always tired, mentally and physically

[kaipuff]

everyday i wake up and no matter how much sleep i get, im always tired. every week feels like a haze. i just go through the motions at this point and hope tomorrow maybe someone will stab me because i dont have the guts to do it myself. my brain is too slow to keep up with my body. when i get extreme psychosis, it doesnt even phase me anymore. my brain doesnt register it as strange, just as something that exists. i just want to sleep forever until im not tired anymore. so tired. tired..

 

[FuneralCry]

It's really understandable just wanting to sleep forever, I've always wished for that option to permanently find relief from all suffering.