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ykoizy

ykoizy

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After every little inconvenience i always end up back here. Sometimes its even unintentional, ill just be typing into my browser and im here.
 
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bankai

Visionary
Mar 16, 2025
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You don't need to only come here for ctb info I think. some other fun threads plus cat memes and other shenanigans are also a part of the site.
 
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Unbearable Mr. Bear

Unbearable Mr. Bear

Sometimes, all a cub needs is a hug...
May 9, 2025
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Wonderful! Here is full of people willing to help you in any way you can. Mama bear herself is delighted that you are here so she can cuddle you until you feel better. *hugs* 🧸
 
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StupidCat

StupidCat

retard
Apr 24, 2025
324
Wonderful! Here is full of people willing to help you in any way you can. Mama bear herself is delighted that you are here so she can cuddle you until you feel better. *hugs* 🧸
You are unbearable mister Bear
 
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Unbearable Mr. Bear

Unbearable Mr. Bear

Sometimes, all a cub needs is a hug...
May 9, 2025
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NonEssential

Hanging in there
Jan 15, 2025
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i come to this place almost daily, regardless of my mood.
 
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Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
810
All roads lead here and it is not surprising for people like us
 
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cemeteryismyhome

Paragon
Mar 15, 2025
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I started lurking here during a darker than usual phase. It wasn't at all what I expected. I have found the most honest, relatable, clear-thinking people I've ever "met". It's important to be able to say "I want to kill myself and am thinking of ways to do that" and actually have an exchange of ideas after that rather than having it all shut down. I'm here whenever I can be.
 
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shroomia

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Mar 24, 2025
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I feel similar. I'm almost everyday drawn to this site and not only when I'm doing bad. This site has something comforting to it. A save space for sharing your deepest thoughts and for compassion and support.
 
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Unbearable Mr. Bear

Sometimes, all a cub needs is a hug...
May 9, 2025
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I started lurking here during a darker than usual phase. It wasn't at all what I expected. I have found the most honest, relatable, clear-thinking people I've ever "met". It's important to be able to say "I want to kill myself and am thinking of ways to do that" and actually have an exchange of ideas after that rather than having it all shut down. I'm here whenever I can be.
Everyone here just wants to be understood, and who better to understand pain than the ones that are hurt?
 
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ForeverLonely82

Experienced
Dec 22, 2021
249
It's our only safe haven. Everywhere you are judged or get 5150'd or my personal favorite "go seek therapy" in to which I tell them to fuck off. People here are going through many struggles and while it's sad, it's also nice to be around those who "get it" instead of blue pilled normies who never had a bad thing happened to them. I really loathe those silver spoon fed piles of shit.
 
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wham311

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Mar 1, 2025
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I come here to stop panicking and give me hope for an end
 
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Archness

Defective Personel
Jan 20, 2023
584
I originally came here due to Tentacrul, being very curious & also interested in it itself and considering just dying. Usually just to lurk or sometimes contribute a bit in conversations. Really, just being alive, many things lead back to how I'm doomed to be nothing, then to just die alone.
 
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lv-nii

rotting
Jul 7, 2024
93
Being here makes me feel safe
 
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