Alone?

[Irrelevant biologist]

If you asked for help, screamed for help, in your every day life.... would anyone hear you?

 

[divinemistress87]

Ya but then I would be thrown in the psych ward prison

 

[Brokensaddle]

If you asked for help, screamed for help, in your every day life.... would anyone hear you?

After bad experiences of asking for help. I not longer have the confidence and courage to carry out positive risk taking. Don't expect others to save you, you have to crawl away and save yourself

 

[NihilistBlackpiller]

No one would

 

[Irrelevant biologist]

You are both right, we are supposed to trust this fake mental health system that doesn't really exist. And I am literally alone in my life.

 

[xoirse]

honestly, it feels like nobody would hear me, even if i screamed for help every single day. sometimes i wonder if anyone truly cares or if they're just pretending because it's what they're supposed to do. people always say they're there for you, but when it comes down to it, they're caught up in their own problems or they just don't want to deal with someone else's pain. but i get it, people have their own lives, their own issues, and maybe they're struggling too. but that doesn't make it any easier when you're drowning and no one sees you reaching out for help. when i do muster up the courage to talk about it, it feels like I'm a burden, like i'm dragging everyone else down with my problems. so i just stop trying. i keep everything bottled up because it's easier than facing the disappointment when nobody responds. even if they respond and try to help you, it's the same generic thing like those shitty suicide help hotlines or they'll end up locking you up in a psych ward which also doesn't get things any better.

 

[Lookingtoflyfree]

A few family members. But no friends. Literally no messages, no coffees, nothing.

 

[Agon321]

Yes, but at this point I don't want to be heard.
I don't feel like fighting or explaining myself.
It's very tiring.
I don't want to bother.

I am also very stubborn and have already made up my mind about CTB.

I prefer silence around me.

 

[Irrelevant biologist]

Yes, but at this point I don't want to be heard.
I don't feel like fighting or explaining myself.
It's very tiring.
I don't want to bother.

I am also very stubborn and have already made up my mind about CTB.

I prefer silence around me.

That's sad. I can relate. But I respect it.