FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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No matter what I'll always see it as better to not exist, all I see as desirable is the peace of an dreamless and eternal sleep where all is finally forgotten about. In fact it comforts me to think of this existence disappearing into nothingness, I see ceasing to exist as the only ideal outcome as existence itself will always be the true problem no matter what.
To have the ability to exist is so harmful, futile and undesirable, I only wish for eternal nothingness where I will finally be at peace, there is no peace in this hellish world, in fact existence causes nothing but torment, harm and suffering, to simply be conscious and aware is tiring to me.
I'm tired of being burdened with this existence which is why it's so horrible to me how we cannot just choose to fall into an eternal and dreamless sleep, having the option to fall asleep eternally would be such a beautiful release from all future suffering, in fact I see suicide as the way to find safety from suffering, it's suffering prevention.
I find it beautiful how death solves everything and brings peace from the burden of existing as a human, I see beauty in the eternal absence of suffering and harm. I certainly envy those who no longer exist as now they are incapable of suffering, they cannot even mourn for how they lack the ability to suffer as they simply don't exist.
To have the ability to exist is so harmful, futile and undesirable, I only wish for eternal nothingness where I will finally be at peace, there is no peace in this hellish world, in fact existence causes nothing but torment, harm and suffering, to simply be conscious and aware is tiring to me.
I'm tired of being burdened with this existence which is why it's so horrible to me how we cannot just choose to fall into an eternal and dreamless sleep, having the option to fall asleep eternally would be such a beautiful release from all future suffering, in fact I see suicide as the way to find safety from suffering, it's suffering prevention.
I find it beautiful how death solves everything and brings peace from the burden of existing as a human, I see beauty in the eternal absence of suffering and harm. I certainly envy those who no longer exist as now they are incapable of suffering, they cannot even mourn for how they lack the ability to suffer as they simply don't exist.
