All it would take for me to stay.

[HFK40000]

I often think about what would need to change or happen for me to not ctb next month. I keep coming back to the same answer. If my ex were to just respond to my messages or give me a call I would be willing to overcome any obstacle in my way. When I was with her I felt like a complete person and I had found my other half. She made everyday worth it. I am giving her space and it has been over a month since I last tried to contact her. I have given up hope but if she did respond I would stay.

 

[KatalinaKrimson]

When I was with her I felt like a complete person

This is how it is for me too. I don't know how to be myself anymore. I feel like I lost a body part. Like I lost the upper part of my skull, and my brain is just open and vulnerable to air and wind.

 

[deadpornstarr!]

When I was with her I felt like a complete person

i have rlly similar feelings tbh, just aboiut my chosen-family mom rather than a romantic partner. but, yeah...

 

[BradGuy123]

I hope she responds to you. It sounds like this relationship ended recently and it is still painful for you. I'm sorry for this. I've been in that place. I remember a relationship ending for me and I was sad for a long time. But it gradually got better. I can't tell you what to do. But I hope that you'll consider giving it some time to see if your sadness lessens.

 

[KatalinaKrimson]

i have rlly similar feelings tbh, just aboiut my chosen-family mom rather than a romantic partner. but, yeah...

My ex was also my Daddy.

Highkey not sure if I'll ever be able to enjoy sex again without him

 

[fadedghost]

i hope things improve for you somehow