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[IwanttodieASAP]

Two threads in one day, i know, I'm sorry.

But u could really use some advice on this one. Cannot think of the best solution.

So I am planning on full suspension in my woods by my house where I live with my parents and siblings. It is technically in eue sight of the house nut I think if you weren't looking for me, you wouldn't. But driving up our driveway you probably would plus the neighbor would becuase it's in eye sight of his garage.

So i obviously do not want them to have to see me like that or find me so, I plan to make a video to post in the morning after I'm gone (scheduled) explaining a few things but I can't guarantee they will see it before leaving the house. I cannot call the police before hand because if I chicken out I have a whole mess, plus their response time is shorter then the time needed to succeed fully in full suspension.

How can I either contact the police or prevent my family from seeing me and causing them more pain. I could write them a letter on the door, bur even then I feel they will just want to look outside. Please give me suggestions.
I understand there may not be a good answer. Thank you

 

[IwanttodieASAP]

Please help anyone. Im desperate

 

[Mlee75]

Take deep breaths and maybe a nap. make a plan, what is the real hurry? hopefully you can wait until you have your own place and after your parents have passed. It's a kindness to your parents. I'm sorry to be the old lady but if you feel like you are in a rush and you don't have an eviction notice hanging over your head, you have time to plan it right.

 

[WhiteRabbit]

That's a tough situation, I get why you wouldn't want them to see you like that. Is there any way you could do this somewhere else?

 

[MidnightCat]

You should plan it better..

There's ways to send an sms or message delayed in time, that's part of my plan.

 

[6Judas6]

You should be patient and plan things better. It is useless to hurry if to the end fail in your suicidal goal