I'm a Christian as well, but I generally only take organized religion with a grain of salt to a point... they get many things right, but many are off, based on my personal spiritual experiences. My first major death experience was years ago, but I remember it differently than other memories... I overdosed hoping to die, and I did... I certainly was not sent to hell for my suicide, in fact, after I got away from playing around in the black void where demons arrived, I called out for Jesus Christ and had my life review, was told I am definitely (not maybe, but Absolutely) going to return to heaven after I complete my 'job' on earth (to be one of the thousands of God's witnesses). There is a hell, there is a void, and there is a real Heaven. I think it's a serious mistake when people decide not to get to know God just based on their human-defined or human-centered experiences with organized religion. I'm certainly not ever against church, but I am against corrupt people ruining church or not honoring what church is supposed to be... a safe, kind, and loving place. Anyway, I was breezing through and noticed you felt like you were almost completely alone (okay maybe we are)... but if you are still in this physical realm, you can feel welcome to say hi to me if you like. Either way, best wishes for you.
I'm a Christian as well, but I generally only take organized religion with a grain of salt to a point... they get many things right, but many are off, based on my personal spiritual experiences. My first major death experience was years ago, but I remember it differently than other memories... I overdosed hoping to die, and I did... I certainly was not sent to hell for my suicide, in fact, after I got away from playing around in the black void where demons arrived, I called out for Jesus Christ and had my life review, was told I am definitely (not maybe, but Absolutely) going to return to heaven after I complete my 'job' on earth (to be one of the thousands of God's witnesses). There is a hell, there is a void, and there is a real Heaven. I think it's a serious mistake when people decide not to get to know God just based on their human-defined or human-centered experiences with organized religion. I'm certainly not ever against church, but I am against corrupt people ruining church or not honoring what church is supposed to be... a safe, kind, and loving place. Anyway, I was breezing through and noticed you felt like you were almost completely alone (okay maybe we are)... but if you are still in this physical realm, you can feel welcome to say hi to me if you like. Either way, best wishes for you.
I'm a Christian as well, but I generally only take organized religion with a grain of salt to a point... they get many things right, but many are off, based on my personal spiritual experiences. My first major death experience was years ago, but I remember it differently than other memories... I overdosed hoping to die, and I did... I certainly was not sent to hell for my suicide, in fact, after I got away from playing around in the black void where demons arrived, I called out for Jesus Christ and had my life review, was told I am definitely (not maybe, but Absolutely) going to return to heaven after I complete my 'job' on earth (to be one of the thousands of God's witnesses). There is a hell, there is a void, and there is a real Heaven. I think it's a serious mistake when people decide not to get to know God just based on their human-defined or human-centered experiences with organized religion. I'm certainly not ever against church, but I am against corrupt people ruining church or not honoring what church is supposed to be... a safe, kind, and loving place. Anyway, I was breezing through and noticed you felt like you were almost completely alone (okay maybe we are)... but if you are still in this physical realm, you can feel welcome to say hi to me if you like. Either way, best wishes for you.