Tellurian120
Member
- Nov 1, 2023
- 19
I planned to end my life in March of this year, however I ended up seriously thinking it through and realized there was perhaps still a very small - but not zero - chance that life could measurably improve. Well, now it's late May and I am in a complete quagmire of despair and hopelessness. I'm not going to ramble on about my life problems but my life truly is pathetic. I'm 24 and I know for a fact I will never get a good-paying or respectable job, will never start a family, or find any long-lasting or permanent source of happiness. And I live in the UK so I can't even purchase SN for a somewhat peaceful end because it will inevitably give me a talking-to with the police, so that's left me with a bunch of painful or inconvenient ways for me to finally exit this mortal coil once and for all. I completely hate my life and my existence and I just want to finally pluck up the courage to kill myself and perhaps finally find some peace.
