pokerrkitty
They/Them, genderfluid, always open to talk.
- Nov 25, 2025
- 25
Hi there.
I have some semblance of a plan in mind but I'm aware this is very rough and likely not going to guarantee anything, so I wanted to get some advice. Currently I have access to a rifle and .22lr hollowpoint bullets.
My plan is simply to press the barrel into the hard pallet of my mouth and pull the trigger with my foot- probably in the bathtub with the door closed and a note left on the bedroom door. I tend to have extended hours alone in my apartment, so someone rushing in when they hear the shot hopefully wouldn't be an issue.
Is there any way I could safely ensure said method is fatal? I do not want to become permanently mentally disabled and cause the people around me more exhaustion and financial stress.
To be clear, I do not think I plan on ctb super soon, but I want to have a solid plan for when I do.
I have some semblance of a plan in mind but I'm aware this is very rough and likely not going to guarantee anything, so I wanted to get some advice. Currently I have access to a rifle and .22lr hollowpoint bullets.
My plan is simply to press the barrel into the hard pallet of my mouth and pull the trigger with my foot- probably in the bathtub with the door closed and a note left on the bedroom door. I tend to have extended hours alone in my apartment, so someone rushing in when they hear the shot hopefully wouldn't be an issue.
Is there any way I could safely ensure said method is fatal? I do not want to become permanently mentally disabled and cause the people around me more exhaustion and financial stress.
To be clear, I do not think I plan on ctb super soon, but I want to have a solid plan for when I do.