Hi all,
I'm currently 8 weeks post surgery from my mom makeover/tummy tuck surgery with repair of some muscles that tore during a pregnancy. I'm pretty much healed up now and can do normal activities again, my surgeon told me to just go and live a little during my last check-up. I haven't really felt much difference mentally, still feeling depressed, numb, sad, lifeless, etc, so the surgery itself unfortunately did not change much for me in that aspect. On a positive note, I suddenly just got 2 large tax returns at once. One from last year and another one from 2021 when I was working 3 jobs at once for a period. The tax office reached out and told me that they just now realised that I had been paying too much back then so I'd get a return for that now too. Before I got the second tax return, I was looking at adrenaline filled activities last week. I haven't really had an interest in things like that ever, but I'm thinking maybe it's worth a try just to see if I can feel some kind of joy, thrill and life in me again mentally and emotionally. No idea if it would work, but I think this would be the time to try it, maybe like bungee jumping or something like that just to see if it would feel like anything. I just want to feel something other than depressed, suicidal and numb. It seems to work for adrenaline junkies so maybe this could potentionally be a thing to help aid with my recovery? Still looking into it, but I want to try it out as soon as possible.
I'm currently 8 weeks post surgery from my mom makeover/tummy tuck surgery with repair of some muscles that tore during a pregnancy. I'm pretty much healed up now and can do normal activities again, my surgeon told me to just go and live a little during my last check-up. I haven't really felt much difference mentally, still feeling depressed, numb, sad, lifeless, etc, so the surgery itself unfortunately did not change much for me in that aspect. On a positive note, I suddenly just got 2 large tax returns at once. One from last year and another one from 2021 when I was working 3 jobs at once for a period. The tax office reached out and told me that they just now realised that I had been paying too much back then so I'd get a return for that now too. Before I got the second tax return, I was looking at adrenaline filled activities last week. I haven't really had an interest in things like that ever, but I'm thinking maybe it's worth a try just to see if I can feel some kind of joy, thrill and life in me again mentally and emotionally. No idea if it would work, but I think this would be the time to try it, maybe like bungee jumping or something like that just to see if it would feel like anything. I just want to feel something other than depressed, suicidal and numb. It seems to work for adrenaline junkies so maybe this could potentionally be a thing to help aid with my recovery? Still looking into it, but I want to try it out as soon as possible.
