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Marawa

HereButNot
Dec 30, 2018
249
Hello I am new. It took me an hour to find this & begin to understand all the abbreviations here. Thank you definitely should be sticky. Can someone point me in direction for info on how to post and N? Pls. Also I looked at PPH many times & will try more but I see methods but no contact what am I missing pls. Thank you all
 
killing me softly

killing me softly

don't wake me, i plan on sleeping in
Dec 28, 2018
171
Hello I am new. It took me an hour to find this & begin to understand all the abbreviations here. Thank you definitely should be sticky. Can someone point me in direction for info on how to post and N? Pls. Also I looked at PPH many times & will try more but I see methods but no contact what am I missing pls. Thank you all

sent you a private message.
 
killing me softly

killing me softly

don't wake me, i plan on sleeping in
Dec 28, 2018
171
Ok I don't think I recieved it
But still leaning my way around here
you probably forgot reading it, but you did reply to it. i'll send it again. (to find your past messages click on the mail icon just to the right of your name at the top right of any page)
 
Smilla

Smilla

Visionary
Apr 30, 2018
2,549
My friend who CTB back last April preferred CTE "cease to exist", in part because he didn't like the bus aspect as it reminded him of being poor (living in LA without a car is horrible).

CTE is a decent alternative if you don't like the bus vision.
 
Shananaginns

Shananaginns

BeautifullyBroken
Jan 11, 2019
26
You can download the PDF in the Resources Section.
I went to the actual website and they wouldn't let me just buy it. You have to verify who you are and why you want it. They only allow terminal people to purchase it. I sent them a long email about my situation and how this isn't a rash decision and that i have truly tried every possible way to get help and they replied that assisted suicide for mental issues is illegal amd they cannot help.
 
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MsM3talGamer

Voluntary deletion
Nov 28, 2018
1,504
I went to the actual website and they wouldn't let me just buy it. You have to verify who you are and why you want it. They only allow terminal people to purchase it. I sent them a long email about my situation and how this isn't a rash decision and that i have truly tried every possible way to get help and they replied that assisted suicide for mental issues is illegal amd they cannot help.
Just download it in the Resources section for free on this forum. If you can't find it let me know and I'll post you the link. Cute avatar by the way.
 
Motherfly

Motherfly

Student
Oct 24, 2018
108
That's funny. Always tough ctb meant Cease to Breath, as someone told me before. Bahahaha
 
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Soul

Soul

gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
Apr 12, 2019
4,705
Apologies but: benzos, please and thank you? Lots of people are using the term and I have tried and failed to guess what they mean. A medication, but what exactly? Thanks!
 
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Marawa

HereButNot
Dec 30, 2018
249
Apologies but: benzos, please and thank you? Lots of people are using the term and I have tried and failed to guess what they mean. A medication, but what exactly? Thanks!
benzodiazepines (ie Xanax, klonopin etc)
 
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Death_is_Escape

Student
Jul 26, 2019
137
" DNR " means " Do Not Resuscitate " ( some persons have that as a tattoo . . . .)
 
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Xaria86

Xaria86

Surviving......just.
Feb 25, 2020
112
I actually thought ctb was close the book. Only because I have a semi colon tattoo after a suicide attempt that I came back from and semi colon means the author could have ended the story but chose not to. But if u close the book it's done so to speak!
 
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throwaway_2620

Specialist
Nov 1, 2018
370
Here are the abbreviations I'd like to share (for new members).

OP is an abbreviation for Original Post or Original Poster
OT means Off Topic
Exit or EI is short for Exit International
SS is short for Sanctioned Suicide
H2S is short for Hydrogen Sulfide
 
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Shahanshah

Ctb
Sep 27, 2020
91
This is for new users on here.

N stands for Nembutal. It's used in physician assisted suicide and to euthanize animals. You can find more information about it in the peaceful pill handbook.

We aren't allowed to give personal information on people who have resources, so you'll have to also look at the peaceful pill handbook. We tend to use initials only, A, B, N.

PPH or PePH or any variation is peaceful pill handbook.

SN stands for sodium nitrite. It's an inorganic salt. There's also more information in the PPH.

Ctb means catch the bus or to kill yourself.

If you want to find more resources, there is a resources pinned in the sanctioned suicide forum. You can also search megathreads. There are megathreads on getting N from A, one on SN, one on hanging, and others.

Feel free to add any that I missed.
What does stand for OTC?
 

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